Yesterday afternoon, I posted saying that I would find out the missing ? words from the Elvish prophecy that I had translated from Kesh. I forgot: Kesh doesn’t read Elvish. Valik, Ox’s Given, does because he’s an Angelic. What happened yesterday afternoon deserves an entire post of its own because of all the goody information I found out.

All of this started when I told Ox I needed him to translate the missing ? words from the Elvish prophecy and without warning me, he switched to Valik. Valik took a look at it, I explained that Gab translated it and The Oracle had finished it out. He started correcting certain things about it, I asked how he knew all of this, and he told me flat out “because these markings are on my body”. Gab went red as a rose at the thought of his body; I knew she had a thing for him. Haha. Anyway, Valik wanted to talk to the Oracle so I reluctantly obliged and since The Oracle is made up of half myself and half Gab, I was slightly aware of what was going on and being said.

A whole background story was revealed during their little talk. You remember the other prophecy that was mixed? The Demonic, Elvish, & Draconic symbols? It said something about “Pre-Kesh” and we were told “there was no pre-Kesh” but there was a “pre-War”? We were told wrong. Valik told me the whole thing: there was a pre-Kesh and a time before the creation of the Original 18…a whole five minutes. The Creator created 3 beings: 1 male Angelic, 1 female Demonic, and a Seer…The Oracle. She was not given the ability to create, only to foretell. If someone was to have the ability to foretell the future and create something, what do you think they would create? A way to stop it – thus contradicting all history, present, and future. So only the demonic, An-something, and the angelic, Valik, were given the ability to “create” and they were allowed to create a companion for themselves; not a mate, not an enemy – a companion.

Valik chose to give his companion neutrality so that it could choose to be light, dark, or remain neutral. An-whatever created…Vaneeshstal. Anyway, the Oracle (I think before the creation of the companions) created a couple of prophecies. One was marked onto Valik’s tan body. It looks like glowing, sky-blue ink in weird symbols. The other had to be burned onto the Demonic’s skin. You know what a piece of metal, especially a fire poker, looks like when it’s real hot? That bright, orange color that burns? That’s what hers look like; they glow fire orange on her black skin. I think her skin is black.

So, Valik and the Oracle – going through all of the messages we’ve received – retranslated the Elvish prophecy that is marked on Valik’s body.

“Bring to light those who pass from winds of change. Bound by duty of clouded judgment. Bright is the sun cast upon glory from the shame of the guilds those who choose. The keys to the door ungranted shall be the wish of the pure-hearted. Gather forth allies for war brews and blood shall spill. For Earth’s battles cannot win for the warriors are not light. ‘Bound by the powers of light for all that shall come.'”

As it turns out, though, I’ve been getting a “hidden message” with certain Elvish symbols from the mixed message and the Elvish prophecy. This message said:

“In from this will gathered for those who pass it. For winds of change shall cast upon glory. Those who choose shall be granted will be the wish of the pure of soul. Given upon shall be the keys to the door/doors.”

Unfortunately, Valik and I ended up getting into an argument so he never had time to explain to me what it meant. There you have it. A message within messages, a new bit of information to chew on, and boy oh boy did we have fun last night with some of this new information. Next post will be last night’s adventure.

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Because I was so busy the last few days, I’m having to play catch-up. We’ll take it day-by-day, okay?

Shortly after going to bed (after I posted the blog, even) 2 messages came to my mind. One was in symbols, the other – surprisingly – in words. Silly words you may think, but words nevertheless. They weren’t English so I had to have Ox translate them (again) that afternoon. He took a look at both messages and what was strange was that the message in symbols I received were mixed languages of Demonic, Draconic, and Elvish. Didn’t I tell you it was rare to mix Draconic and Demonic? We figured more than us must be getting these messages because they’re in all 3 languages. Some entities, like Angelics, only speak Elvish, Demons and dark entities only speak Demonic, and I’m not entirely sure who speaks Draconic but I’m sure someone does otherwise the language wouldn’t still be used…in the supernatural realm, of course.

Here’s a picture of the message I got – the lower symbols are from Kesh/Ox translating the Draconic and Elvish symbols to Demonic.

As you can see, the symbols look a little different – but not much. As I said in an earlier post, sometimes it’s hard to decipher which language is which. Good thing I have Kesh. I thought I was writing it all in Demonic when I was writing it down. Lol!

The symbols translated to English say “Prime of man/dawn of time and space/moving planets/value of life/shining god” and it doesn’t make sense. The words I got help it out greatly:

Traeilkumar furtaneil gereglison thiablormov diasentiel preKeshilve brimaonark contisiabro”

Translated to English, it says:

“There are none/in future/going in/the past/different time/pre-Kesh war/by moving/constellations”

Sounds dumb, too, doesn’t it?  The reason Kesh is struck out is because it didn’t make sense. Pre-Kesh would mean “before the creation of Malakesh” which makes no sense because there was nothing before Malakesh. All of the Original 18 (Angelics & Demonics) were created at the dawn of time – at the very beginning. The word “Kesh” has a different meaning, the reason he was named Malakesh: he is the Demon of War. So, it makes more sense of it to mean “pre-war”.

Several weeks ago, Ox and I were reading fortunes because I had questions. The future didn’t seem to make sense to him and as I was reading it, I started to feel light of weight. Not really passed out, but…different. It seems Gab and I can “fuse” together to create an entity named Oricalcos or “The Oracle” because of our pure lights and “Seer” capabilities. The Oracle was able to read the fortune and show him a brighter outlook on his fortune.

While Kesh was able to put the two messages together Monday afternoon to piece together a confusing prophecy that had been incomplete for nearly 3,000 years, the Oracle was able to make sense of the prophecy and finish it – something, according to Kesh, many have attempted to do and failed at.

The prophecy (when mixing the two messages together and with the Oracle’s verses) reads as follows:

“There are none/in future/prime of man/[value of life]//going in/the past/dawn of time and space/moving planets/different time/pre-war//value of life/by moving constellations/[the]Shining God/heart above sight/knowledge below wisdom/visions of present/war & revolution/Rebirth or Despair”

Don’t freak. The reason there is [value of life] read like that is because the Oracle explained that the “value of life” line can be in two different places; it’s a key factor in the prophecy. “There are none in future/prime of man [value of life]” is describing the current situation. “There are none in future” meaning there are none now or in the future who will appreciate the “value of life”. Prime of man could refer to the beginning of man OR, as she prefers to see it, the innocence of children and understanding. Understanding and Innocence are the “prime of man” because before people are “men” or “women”, they’re children full of innocence and understand that life has more value than anything else.

“Going in the past/dawn of time and space/moving planets/different time/pre-war” is very simple: going back in time to the “dawn of time and space” will  move the planets. Take one of those objects, for instance, that has a bunch of rotating planets. If you go back in time, you’re moving the planets backwards to “a different time”. The prophecy says “pre-war” but which war we’re uncertain. There were hundreds of wars and hardly any of them were insignificant.

“Value of life/by moving constellations” means that going back in time will return someone (or a lot of people) to the time when man understood the value of life. “[The] Shining God” is obvious: the Creator. The Oracle explained that man will receive a message that will “take them back in time” to the day when men understood the value of life – she suspects through dreams, visions, or something. This “message” will be granted by the Creator who is, in a way, “interfering” because things have gotten out of hand.

Now let’s take a look at the rest of the prophecy that the Oracle has added on. “heart above sight/knowledge below wisdom/visions of present/war & revolution/” Again, don’t freak out. “Heart above sight” meaning that although the pure only see hatred, deep down they still hope; “Knowledge below wisdom” represents wisdom is greater and more important than knowledge in this particular case; “visions of present” is saying that people will receive visions of the present – the hatred, the fighting, the senseless actions of man; “war & revolution” means that a war will come – a revolt against tyranny and the way people take life so casually (what kind of war is unclear).

“Rebirth or Despair”. Take a long look at that part. Rebirth. Or. Despair. Rebirth – when everything dies away and is reborn, given a second chance. Despair – doomed without hope, death, the eventual end. That message is the one that rings the loudest and most clear and frightens people more than anything. Rebirth or Despair. D’you know what it’s saying? “Change your ways or die” and considering the prophecy, it makes perfect sense: people all over the world will “go back in time” and see for themselves how man once lived, once valued life and a second vision will appear to them as “visions of the present” and what it’s like now. The concept is simple: from these “messages”, man will have a chance to redeem themselves and revolt against the life they’re living now and from the ashes they can either “be reborn” OR… if they do not change their ways despite the warnings, man will perish.

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Shortly after translating the full prophecy from the night before, Ox got on the computer and I tried to relax. Too bad, so sad because I ended up with a third message. Once again, this message was in words. That made a total of 5 messages that Ox and I received in less than 16 hours! Do you have any idea what it feels like to be an answering machine?! WE DO!! Erhem. He waited for a while before translating the message.

“In what/pre world/send no one/for it will/all fall from/world of end/touch on/dark skies/end to end over/form from ones/banishment/meant for one/creator/unresolved/hanged by own”

What the hell that means, I don’t know, and neither does Kesh. Honestly, it makes no sense except for the last part. “Form from ones banishment meant for one Creator unresolved”…

About 3 – 4 months ago, Daddy Von Hessial created an entity. A very. Dangerous. Entity. Demonics aren’t evil, contrary to popular belief, they just corrupt and spread chaos. They’re more like tricksters who thrive on the fear, pain, and bad feelings of others. This entity…was beyond that. Vaneeshstal had nothing on this creature. Kesh and I had a long discussion and he was doing whatever he could to figure out ways to destroy it, but it kept growing and becoming more powerful. Finally, he had me to send a “prayer” to the Creator; “The innocent wishes of those with pure hearts always travel faster to the Creator,” he told me. So I asked the Creator to destroy it. We were granted a key and when the full moon came, we were able to lock this entity away. The entity could have rivaled the Creator if it was left unchecked.

It was in fact “banished” and could have been “unresolved” because it was “for one – Creator”. This message unnerves me because of “touch on dark skies” (as I mentioned earlier, the sky was breathing one night) and it seems to mention the entity that we sealed away. What it means, I’m still confused by, but I’m afraid someone might try to bring it back.

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That night, around 5 or 6, I got a fourth message and Ox said he would have to translate it when he got back from the Eclipse premier (ew! on my part) because it was in Elvish. Once again, I thought it was Demonic. They look very similar. He said that while he can translate Draconic and Demonic rather quickly, Elvish (even translating it to words instead of symbols) takes him hours. After I laid Alex down to bed, I tried my hand at translating it on my own. I got it translated in less than 30 minutes because apparently while my Fog keeps Balthazaar from being able to translate anything to English, it doesn’t affect Gab’s ability to translate Elvish symbols to words or to English.

Here’s an image of the Elvish symbols I received:

“Bring to light/those who pass judgment/winds of change [are]/bound by duty [and]/clouded by ?/Bright is the sun/[that is] cast upon glory/[the] shame of the guides/[are] those who chose ?/Keys to the door [revealed]/Granted shal be the wish of the pure/gather forth allies/[as] war brews, blood spills/[yet] Earth’s battle cannot win”

The bottom symbol is by itself for a reason. It is a symbol. According to Gab, there was a group of angelics (not the Original 9 or their apprentices or the Dos Domientes) in 1452 who gathered together to “fight evil” by doing things like inhabiting priests for exorcisms or people who tried to bring a stop to war by sacrificing their own lives. This was their symbol and it translates to “preikasonaire“: “By the powers of light for all”. I’ll edit in the ? words once I talk to Kesh/Ox here in a minute.

It is important to note in this post that I am not as quick or as good at translating symbols as Kesh is because Balthazaar is lazy and has a serious disadvantage from being sealed inside me: I have a fog that clouds my mind, blocks out memories of both myself and my givens, and prevents certain abilities of theirs and mine to shine through. That is, they aren’t as fully focused at translating or speaking as they would be if they weren’t sealed inside of me.

What happened tonight sounds far-fetched, but for the open-minded – kudos for bearing with me this far. K, the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to me would be hands-down tonight: the sky was breathing and it had a heartbeat. Ox was listening to it. Sounds somewhat like a plane, but in a rhythm. Very, very creepy and yes it is unbelievable. What’s more insane is that it stopped as soon as we started commenting and listening intently to it. “Yeah, right, the sky is alive -/sarcasm-” would be anyone’s thoughts. That’s okay, I have a hard time listening to me chatter on like a wacko, too. Getting more to the point, after everything died down, Ox lit his lighter. We were outside when all of this happened and a storm is supposed to be rolling in, but the breeze has been pretty fast so why is the storm moving slower than molasses? No clue. Anyway, he lit his lighter when there was, at the time, no wind yet the lighter flickered like crazy. An explanation here, readers: if a light flickers and there is no “draft” or wind or any logical reason for a flame to go nuts – that is called “energy” and if it goes beserk, that means there’s a looot of it around. It was coming from the north, same direction as the storm. We have an anxious feeling for no “logical reason” and that means something BIG is coming probably following the abnormally slow storm.

Around the same time we started getting anxious, Ox said to get him a piece of paper. We went inside and he scribbled like mad all over notebook sheets of paper. Symbols flooded his mind from an unknown source. This, again, is called “auto-writing” and I can assure you that at that level of fast markings and symbol madness, it’s not pleasant. It can give you a headache. He got 2 different messages each in a different language, but the sources are unknown; he allowed me to translate them (Balthazaar helped me greatly so I can learn how to read and write the languages on my own).

Just so that all of you understand the difference between “supernatural languages” and what I mean by “symbols”, I drew what was on the notebook paper (we don’t have a scanner) on to my computer using my Wacom. The first message was in Draconic (no, it is NOT the language of Dragons). Now, keep in mind that I don’t speak, write, or read Draconic – anything that I do write is done by auto-writing where I clear my mind and allow the symbol to form with each line that my hand writes/draws. Balthazaar can read it, write it, and speak it; what he cannot do, thanks to my fog, is translate it to English. So, he had to translate it to Demonic instead and from there, he allowed Kesh to translate it to English.

That image is full of Draconic symbols. They look funny and made up, don’t they?  Be thankful that I cleared them up because Ox ended up scribbling and going over the same lines twice so it was hard to tell what line went where. Anyway, that’s Draconic. Using the Draconic > Demonic > English translation, it reads like this:

“For the end/everything/all the energy/Meakumaere (Demon name)/transform/the first/of a whole/nine for one/eight for one/in all of the/world none will/prevail over/annihilation”

Okay. Perhaps I should take a second to explain. Each symbol you see isn’t a letter in the Draconic alphabet. It’s a word or more precisely a phrase. You think Kanji is difficult? Try Draconic, Demonic, Elvish (not JRR Tolkien’s version, either), or any of those languages; they’re hard! No, we don’t know what it means entirely but here’s a thought to chew on. “Nine for one” would be the Original 9 Demons; “Eight for one” is referring to the 8 Harbingers (I was only aware of 6 until this message popped up). Kesh is analyzing the messages, I’m sure. Don’t let the word “annihilation” scare you, either. I’ll explain Meakumaere, the name of a Demon, later on.

The second message he received was written in Demonic. I recognized it right away because once several months ago, I saw Ox scribbling some weird symbols on a sheet of paper. It was a Demonic symbol representing a name of one of the Harbingers. He drew quite a few and that’s how I was able to tell this message was Demonic.

It doesn’t look the same as Draconic, does it? Freaky symbols, yes, but you can really tell the difference just like you can tell there’s a difference between the Japanese kanji and hiragana or katakana. It’s essentially the same thing. This message was the first one I translated to actual words. The words sound funny and are difficult for normal people (even me) to pronounce, but spelling them out helps. From Demonic > English, the translation is as follows:

“To control/all in one/every one/together/entire class/come in as one/you in all of you/one contained power/predisposition to all power”

It didn’t make sense the first time because Balthazaar and I got a couple of words wrong in translation. Kesh double checked it and it made more sense in English. Apparently, if you don’t have the whole word in Demonic, it comes out as a non-sensical funny phrase in English like “corixtan” translates only to “one contained” while “conrixtaneral” translates to “one contained power”. Like I said – it’s a funky languages.

Either way, that’s what has happened so far. I figured I’d share the symbols with you readers so that you can both see what Draconic and Demonic look like and tell the difference. I’m not so sure I want to find out who’s behind these messages or worse: if the two messengers are related somehow. I shudder to think of what kind of power an entity would have if it had all of the original 9 and the 8 Harbingers merged together. Maybe that’s what someone’s trying to do. Who knows? I just hope we can stop it before it carries out whatever plan it has.

Last night should have been normal: the evil entity won’t be returning any time soon, Daddy Von Hessial’s nosy spies were executed for, y’know, being nosy, and any other enemies that we have like Aro or Throvan have all been out of the picture for a good month now. If there are any new enemies, they have yet to reveal themselves.

Too bad Destromada is still on the hunt. I’m not sure what he’s playing at, but after last night, the pieces of our puzzle that we’ve been trying to fit together have sudden warped themselves to very complex jigsaw shapes and no longer fit together. First off, I should start by saying that the past few nights, I’ve been having mental connections with the Harbinger of Destruction.

A few nights ago (maybe Friday?), was the night that the entity’s message first popped up on the trunk of our car. I was minding my own business talking about who could have left the message when Balthazaar chimed in something about Destromada. It wasn’t long after that that Ox explained Destromada could be behind the message that was sent and shortly after I was made aware of the fact that Destromada was looking for Maladon, I was outside in the moonlight when I got a strong connection with the Harbinger of Destruction. A strong mental connection. How and why, I didn’t know at the time: all I knew was that I had to hide Lestraido’s energy signature by putting seals and barriers up in my mind. If he finds her and Maladon together, game over. He’ll be pretty pissed off about that (they were once lovers).

Much later that night, Morgaea astral projected into town (he was 10 miles south of us) towards him and tried to detect an extra energy signature because we’re thinking someone is using him as a lil puppet. She tried to help. FAIL, Morgaea! Epic fail! That was when she nearly got herself killed and Gab had to extract poisons from her body. Ick.

Saturday afternoon after the story of Francis Pierre was told to me (and Balthazaar freaked out on me trying to get drunk to get the images out of his head and by freaking out he was making ME anxious and twitchy), I had a cup of tea, calmed Balthazaar down, and started to come up with a plan to find pieces of the puzzle and put them together. We, at that point, weren’t sure if the entity called Vaneeshstal (the possessing entity of Francis Pierre) was working together with Destromada or not and I wanted to know. Everything was need-to-know. Yuuko, my bargainer, I sent on a mission to France to hunt down all of the items that Vaneeshstal had possessed – all of his “horcruxes” if you will – to save itself from total destruction. Morgaea, after her little stunt with Destromada, would be sitting her ass down. She wasn’t happy. Gab refuses to leave my body because as my primary Given, I would be “defenseless” without her. Balthazaar was to research his library for extra information concerning the entity. But I needed someone to go find Destromada and get a sample of his energy: mingled with his energy signature would be others such as the person who’s controlling him or Vaneeshstal’s if they’re working together. We needed someone talented who could fight should conflict arise yet subtle enough to get close. Who else should I choose but two of my loyal friends that live in our game room closet? Twitch and Twatch.

The story behind these two can be saved for later, but let me give you an image. Think of the troll from Harry Potter & the Sorcerer’s Stone: big, ugly, and slouches with big hands and giant feet. Imagine a pair of twins like that except no gut hanging over the pants, lankier, yet still slouching. Twitch is green. Transformers 2: Rise of the Fallen’s Mudflap would be Twatch: red in color with big ears. Skids, the green twin, would be Twitch also with giant ears. We call them Twitch and Twatch for a reason: they twitch and, well, “twatch” a slightly different way of twitching. Don’t ask. They’re funny, they come in a pair, and they have very low energy levels that are almost undetectable by powerful beings. It’s easy to sense something big, but anyone has to concentrate harder on their senses to be able to sense something smaller like rats or Twitch or Twatch. See the brilliance in my plan? =D

I had them to search town for Destromada to get a sample. If they went in a pair, that meant that if he destroyed one, the other could race back here and give us the information we needed. I told them that if I received a connection from him, I’d point them in that direction. As a matter of fact, later that day, I did get a connection and I informed them straight away. Oh, they arrived, but by the time they did, he and I were about to get into it. You know those two-way mirrors in cop movies? One side has a mirror, the other side is a window so they can’t see you but you can see them? I tried putting that up as a defense mechanism in the connection; he busted right through it and tried to attack me. I defended, of course, and realized Twitch & Twatch were there so I kept him busy for them to get a sample. Never turn your back on a Harbinger, readers, or a Demon. I didn’t because I know better and I was reading his movements. I told him flat out “I’m no match for you so I’m afraid I’m going to have to cut this a bit short” and cut the connection. I don’t think he was happy, but he can go suck an egg for all I care.

Now, after all that crap I went through with the Harbinger of Destruction, you’d think that Twitch and Twatch would get a sample. No, they didn’t. They honestly didn’t have to. Harbingers are extremely dangerous just like demons and other non-physical entities; they all have tricks to defend themselves or to harm their opponent. If you can take an energy blast to the gut and live through it, fantastic! Check for poison. In my case, the connection was there long enough with Destromada that he was able to send destructive energies into my mind to try and kill me. My body was unconscious, but Gab took over, got Valik, and he rose me while Balthazaar did a spell to suck all of the destructive energies into a bottle that we later gave to Malakesh to analyze. I came out of my unconscious state, Gab healed whatever mental wounds I might have got, and Kesh got his sample to analyze.

Last night wasn’t too much different. Destromada once again tried to establish a connection and I try to make a point of not making the same mistake twice. I severed the connection about three times, each time he would create a new connection, until I had Balthazaar put up a barrier that blocked out Destromada completely. I won’t be able to know where he’s at, but at least he can’t send something into me without me knowing it, rriiigghht? No sooner Balthazaar finished that spell than some little non-physical worm-like thing popped out of my left hand. I crushed it, put a seal over my hand, and when it started hurting, I but a Burnestil Seal on my arm. This essentially looks like a strange glyph that would “burn” or carterize a person’s skin. Non-physical burning and it doesn’t damage or hurt you, but it’s essentially the same gist as branding something onto your skin; it seals something up the way a hot surface would seal up an open wound. He had me run cool water over it just to make the seal permanent.

I was in the bathroom when all of a sudden, I got the strange urge to write on the mirror. I tried writing in water, but that doesn’t work so I grabbed lipstick and wrote with it. This is called “auto-writing” when a person starts writing without any knowledge of why or what they are writing as if they’re driven by some unknown force to get words or, in this case, symbols out. I’ll draw a picture later of what I wrote. Kesh translated it for me because it was in Draconic and Demonic.

“Forever in Destruction.”

According to Kesh, it’s a verbal tic or habit of Destromada’s. He says that whenever he’s doing something or about to do something he feels is important or exciting — in this case, establish a connection and I guess kill me. I told Kesh about the worm and he said that the worm can’t feed off of dark energy–which is why it didn’t latch on to Ox yet it did latch on to me. It used Ox as a carrier. He’s using worms to spy on people by making connections (whether they’re aware of it or not)  and seeing what they’re up to.

Kesh’s analysis on Destromada’s energy isn’t complete yet, but subtracting the obvious energy signatures (mine, Twitch & Twatch’s, etc.), there was his host’s and two unknown yet “weak” energy signatures. We suspect one of these two are another piece to the puzzle as to who and (hopefully) why someone is controlling Destromada. There was no sign of Vaneeshstal’s which means he wasn’t working with the entity…yet. That’s good news for now.

I just hope something big doesn’t go down tonight. I’m still waiting to hear from Vannon/Nathan. I hope he comes because I miss my friend, but more than that, we need his help. If this is really that big that someone is trying to gather all of the Original 9 Demons and Harbingers that ISN’T Vannon’s dad, Daddy Von Hessial, we’re going to need some help and we don’t have that many powerful allies other than Nathan. Too bad his pride has practically taken over logic. We’ll just have to wait and see, I guess…

I got the whole story from Malakesh yesterday.

During WW2 in 1945, there was a French priest named Francis Pierre Arndelilo. He was a popular priest and was in line to become a descendant for the Pope. An unknown entity (wasn’t a demon, but it was powerful and it was far more sadistic and masochistic than the original 9) named Vaneeshstaln was created and took on a human host: the priest. The possession went on for four months and the priest gradually became insane and demented. He wrote symbols (later identified as Demonic or Draconic) all over the walls, his sermons repeated a phrase over and over, and the man eventually began speaking in “tongues”–which would be a mixed language of Demonic and Draconic, an extremely rare case for the two to be mixed and make sense.

The day Francis Pierre died, he slaughtered church boys, the staff, everyone he could. One of the church boys was inhabited by Destromada (the Harbinger of Destruction). The only two people he did not kill was a drunk (Balthazaar’s host) and a military man (Kesh’s host). Using the blood of his victims, he wrote a message in his book (I’m pretty sure it was a bible) in the mixed languages of Demonic and Draconic–again, something rarely done because it’s hard for it to make sense.

“Destruction to those who wait. Thy own doing will be thy own fate. The earth shall be wrought with sin. Death will be the fate of all upon swift wings. Eternal suffering will begin.”

Now, there was another verse that Kesh and Balthazaar refused to tell me. I begged Kesh to tell me what it was about, but he said it was too disturbing for any human to hear. The description he gave me, though, was that the verse described in detail what the entity planned on doing. Basically, gruesome stuff you’d read in the most vulgar, disturbing horror books written by a madman–worse than Edgar Allen Poe or Stephen King. They do it in taste. This message had no taste, it’s just going into full detail about what he’ll do to his victims.

After he wrote the message, Francis Pierre committed suicide. Not just put a gun to his head or anything. He sliced his own head off. After death, the entity went in search of a new host. Balthazaar and Kesh sealed the entity into a portrait that was in the synagogue. They burned it, but apparently at the last instant before its death, the entity escaped into a new item and lived. Think of it like a Horcrux: an object containing a piece of a soul until it fully regenerates.

I asked Kesh how it could do that if it was sealed up and if we could put barriers around every object around and he explained it to me that the entity, in that last instant, is pure energy. 100% raw energy that is difficult to contain. He also said that they’ve tried killing this entity several times and that each time, it would escape somewhere else.

There won’t be a record on this incident. Kesh says that the whole thing was so unbelievable and horrifying that people burned everything relating to it: notes, books (they even burned the bible he’d written in), everything. It was stricken from the historical records. Kesh put it to me like this: “Do you honestly think the Vatican would allow something like that to get out? That a priest slaughtered everyone in a church?” I agreed. That wouldn’t be good for the Vatican–for anyone.

However, for references, Kesh kept a copy of the book he’d written in. They didn’t expect it to happen again, but it did. It keeps on happening. The thing can’t die. It paid me a visit last night and tried to possess me. I was scared to death, almost literally; this thing is really evil and I don’t say that about anything. Thankfully, Dantre was allowed to come out and fought the thing. He says it won’t be back any time soon, but by the time it was all done I was in tears.

If the thing gets a human body, I’m screwed. Especially if Ox is at work and I’m home alone with the kids and some stranger comes to the house while he’s gone and tries to kill us. Things like that always happen.. I just don’t ever want to see the eyes that I saw in that mental image of the priest here in present-day real life. It’s too scary and I don’t know if I’ll be able to shake off the fear fast enough to be able to do anything to stop it. Like last night. I froze. I couldn’t think of anything except ‘don’t show fear’ and I think that made matters worse for me anyway. Never stand up to something you can’t take on. Know your limits. That’s a lesson learned.

June 26th, 2010

Sooo, last night was the first official full moon for June. Freakin’ finally, right? Not usually significant other than the usual vampiric/lycan issues we’ll need to deal with. Irritation, moodiness, hunger that food can’t solve (no, we don’t drink blood or eat flesh), power & energy enhancements. Stuff like that. Well, Morgaea was complaining about not eating and Ox said to eat the lil energy rats that were wandering around. It didn’t occur to me that anything was going on at the time whenever Morgaea attacked the first rat because Ox’s power and my power kind of send up a natural flare. She fed and on his way back into the house, Ox noticed some strange markings on the trunk of our car. Draconic symbols that he had Malakesh start to translate.

He went back inside and I/Morgaea was left outside playing around in the moonlight. It was really bright outside last night. Anyway, guess who should decide to show up while Morgaea’s dancing around? Arcroux. Gawd, I can’t spell his name; I can barely pronounce it correctly. We’ll say Lord Aro from Twilight (I want to kill myself for using a reference from that stupid series, but it’s as close of a coincidence as anyone has gotten to compare certain aspects of the supernatural realm; don’t take all of her works for truth, though. We vampires don’t sparkle, dear lord.) just for the sake of not being able to spell his name. Either way, he popped up and started butting his nose into the business concerning the markings. Morgaea threatened him, lead him inside to talk to Ox, and it turns out the markings weren’t Vampiric like “Aro” thought they were; they were Draconic. He said he was looking for a rogue vampire. Alucard (yes, there is an actual vampire named Alucard) was brought up and we simply lied and told “Aro” that we haven’t seen him; that wasn’t who the rogue vampire was anyway–thankfully. So, no, we haven’t been attacked by a rogue vampire…yet. I’ll bet someone $20 he shows up soon, though. We aren’t exactly unnoticeable.

Carrying on with the events, it was explained that Destromada–the Harbinger of Destruction–is looking for his brother Peinene or Maladon, the Harbinger of Pain, who resides within a suitable host: Ox. Destromada’s ex-girlfriend, Lestraido (Harbinger of Lust/Seduction) is with me. He’s also looking for her and he has an idea of where Maladon is, but it upsets him that he doesn’t know where Lestraido is. We had to actually hide her energy signature because he appeared about 10 miles away from us. He was in town looking for them, but he’d sent the rats (the ones Morgaea fed on) to try and find Maladon. Several nights ago, Balthazaar and Lestraido were in Balty’s room talking. We thought they were doing something else (*cough*) but they were discussing a message each of them got. Someone has called for a meeting for both the Harbingers and the Original 9 Demons. …Again.

Everyone (my Givens, Ox’s givens) discussed it all at length last night. Malakesh and Maladon also received the message sent to each of them. Maladon and Balthazaar both seem to think that someone is using Destromada to get something. Who, what, how, and why are the questions we need answers to. None of the four here with us (Balthazaar & Lestraido with me; Kesh and Maladon with Ox) are wanting to go. Even to me something feels wrong and I got a terrible vision last night of what would happen if that meeting occurred. It won’t be pretty.

The Draconic message was translated by Kesh shortly before our discussion. “Destruction to those who wait. Thy own’s doing will be thy own’s fate.” He couldn’t finish it at the time and he started looking through his library because he said he knew he’d heard it before. That’s when Balthazaar piped in. Keep in mind that Balthazaar was drunk during the entire time of WW2, but he was able to pinpoint where and when they’d heard it.

The story goes that there was a priest in a  French synagogue in 1945 that was possessed. According to Kesh and Balthazaar, it was a very disturbing event because it wasn’t a normal possession; it was, by their own codes and whatnot (yes, even Demons have codes)…strange. Balthazaar, Kesh, and one of the Harbingers was present in the same synagogue having possessed others at the church when all of this took place. He says that there were writings all over the walls by the pastor, his sermons got darker and more demented, repeating the prophecy over and over until he ended up speaking in tongues. The possession went on for about four months until the final two weeks of the event had the priest slaughter a lot of people and wrote in a book using their blood in Demonic and Draconic. He finally committed suicide after leaving a message that Balthazaar and Kesh refuse to tell me.

After we went to bed, I got an image of the pastor during a sermon (no one had attended it, apparently). It was scary. I get freaked out easily by stuff like that and this was by far the scariest thing I’ve ever seen. The pastor looked at me in the picture, but his eyes were…all wrong. He looked possessed, I’ll tell you that much. The image froze just when he turned to face me with that face, but the reason wasn’t focused entirely on the pastor. It was focused on his bible which had writings covering the pages in either blood or red ink (I couldn’t decipher it real well) and with Balthazaar’s help, we were able to translate the rest of the message.

“The earth shall be wrought with sin. Death will be the fate of all upon swift wings. Eternal suffering will begin.”

Just before the image came, though, we somehow linked minds with Destromada. Lestraido’s energy signature remained hidden, thankfully, but it was Morgaea who astral projected herself to town and stood near him. She was trying to get an energy signature off him that might be able to hint at who’s behind all of this, but before she could, he figured out she was there and tried to attack her. We tried to yank her back to our body before he could do any damage (and it would have done a LOT of damage), but she got nicked..with poison. Gabe got it out and healed her up. Maladon was worried. So cute! She’s fine, I’m fine, and this morning as I’m writing this, Malakesh says that there’s another verse to the Draconic message.

We still think someone is pulling Destromada’s strings, but I wish we knew who. Kesh and I seem to agree that whoever it is understands what they’re doing (otherwise, they wouldn’t be using Destromada, they wouldn’t write in Draconic, and they wouldn’t know the message), but they don’t understand the full consequences of their actions. Whatever they want, they won’t get it. I have no intention of handing over my best friends to some maniac who wants to see the world burn. Maybe I’d better start training again just to be able to fight this person if it comes to that.

Morgaea

During the time period between the death of Samuel and the next life I can recall, a pure-blooded witch named Jade performed a forbidden ritual to try and taint her blood which would grant her an insane amount of power. The ritual called upon an entity known as a Harbinger (these will be explained later in the story). She had her mind set upon a particular Harbinger, but she instead encountered Chorvaldo, the Harbinger of Chaos. Jade’s tainted blood was used as a kind of rare candy for my soul mate. Unkown to Samuel during his next few normal lives, a group of six people lead by Vannon placed an incantation on her blood in order to keep Samuel from hunting the flesh of others in his other lives. Brig, Vannon, Jade, Azael, Damien and his brother, Garek were the original six members who performed the soul-blood ritual.

This chapter is a significant life in the chronology of our story; it was the third or fourth time I was reincarnated, but the lives before were normal. My name then was Morgaea Thelanti. During conception, I acquired a twin sister, Elizabeth, who became the younger of us. Our bloodline descended from the witch named Jade, but it was my sister who gained the title of witch from our father, a powerful warlock. I, on the other hand, inherited our mother’s bloodline: vampire. We were the daughters of a wealthy man who had worked hard for his fortune and raised us in a townhouse as normal children until our late teens.

It was then that our father decided to have our townhouse remodeled by a farm boy. His name was Alastair, the reincarnated soul of Samuel. I frowned upon him at first because of his status, but as weeks went on during our remodeling, my opinion of him changed. I discovered that he was the youngest of three sons sired by his poor father: Alastair, Nathaniel, and Zeke.

After nine months, he finally courted me and took me horseback riding. We sat down at a picnic and talked for hours. In the course of our picnic, my father stopped by to chat. He stayed a bit longer than we had anticipated, but both my father and Alastair seemed to enjoy each other’s company. When my father decided to leave us alone, he gave us his blessing on our official courting status. We dated for months. My sister became jealous because she felt, for some reason or another that Alastair was supposed to be interested in her instead of me. The harder she tried, the easier it became for Alastair to ignore her advances.

Alas, our happiness was postponed when Alastair got word that his father was on his deathbed. He gave us his apologies and excused himself at once. In the three months that he was taking care of his father, I visited him often—as did my sister. He was polite to her, yet rude at the same time. He was far more worried about his father’s health than anything. His father was such a kind and wise man. He listened so intently to Alastair’s ramblings about me that it took him only a short while for him to figure out how in love his youngest son was. Alastair’s father had it placed in his will that everything went to him to sell: the property, the livestock, all of it. Everything would go to Alastair. However, once Alastair sold it, he must give half of the fortune to his brothers to split between themselves. If there was an attempt on his life or if he was to die of unnatural causes and the brothers were found to be behind it, they would get nothing. As I said, Alastair’s father was wise and, at times, clever.

Those last three months after the will was changed, his brothers hired one or two men to kill Alastair. The Judge/Deputy Sheriff caught the man and his two brothers conspiring to murder him. He had them sent away and when his father finally passed on and Alastair sold everything, he became wealthier than even my father. Yet, he set it all back and moved in to the townhouse with us at my father’s request. Everything Alastair had gained, he placed into his will that in the event of his death, I would gain everything. When the Judge asked why he did that, Alastair replied “I’m in love”. It was then that the Judge learned of Alastair’s plans to marry me.

When my sister found out, all hell broke loose. She searched for a soothe sayer in order to learn how to invoke the spirits of one of our ancestors. The ancestor my sister sought out was none other than the tainted witch, Jade. It was Jade who told Elizabeth how to perform a ritual called a soul-body-possession. This allowed Elizabeth to inhabit my body while I watched from inside, helpless to stop her.

The day Alastair came to propose to me Elizabeth had possessed my body. When he did propose, she did the most terrible thing a person could ever do. In a way, my twin sister killed two birds with one stone: Alastair and myself.

“I am not in love with you,” she said pretending to be me. “I was never in love with you. I was using you and now that I have everything that I want, you are of no use to me. If you truly love me, you’ll drop dead and give me my fortune.”

The broken hearted man went home and put a pistol to his head… He self-destructed. Alastair death is not the ending of my story, however. A witness told me that my sister had went to a sooth sayer. I sought out the same sooth sayer to find out what my sister had done. When the sooth sayer informed me of my sister’s intentions and curiousity, I tried to kill Elizabeth. Of course, my father stopped me and set a trap. My father was just as wise and clever as Alastair’s father. Instead, he changed his own last will and testament so that I would inherit everything and Elizabeth would get absolutely nothing. The moment she found out, my twin sister tried to kill me. She was arrested for attempted murder and the judge had her put away.

In the event of Alastair’s death, I did indeed inherit everything his father had left him. I could have very well been the wealthiest woman in the county, probably in the entire province once my father passed away and I’d inherited his fortune as well. I could have been, but what value did money have without a husband or a family? With the fortune, I remodeled the town. In exchange, I was given the key to the city. This attracted the eye of several suitors, but none of whom caught my interest like a singular man whose own fortune had been squandered and who was known to be rich only through his father’s name.

His name was Brig. Yes, one of the original six who had placed an incantation upon Jade’s blood had found an interest in the wealthiest young miss within that area. Brig, too, was a vampire. He longed for me only for my fortune, but apparently he played out being in love with me all too well. In an attempt to move on with my life, I agreed to give him my hand in marriage. In the following year, I had suspected him of adultery many times and caught him at long last. The fiend tried to make it up to me, convinced me his love was true, and made love to me that very night. It was then that I conceived a child. A pure-blooded vampire child who died of SIDs within seven months of her life…

I sank into a deep depression. That was when Brig decided to try and get his fortune, but he knew I was not a normal human. He had to take extra precautions to ensure I was dead. First, he shot me in the heart and then stabbed me. My body was burned, the ashes pissed on. My father, who was the Power of Attorney chosen by me, signed away my entire fortune. It did not go to my treacherous husband. Instead, the entirety of my fortune—what I had inherited from Alastair and would inherit from my father—went to the town, as I had requested. Brig was left with nothing.

The murder of the vampire Morgaea Thelanti triggered an unusual reincarnation. Her soul was fused with that of a Harbinger, Lestraido, and placed into my present self. My past life is now one of my Givens. I try to warn many people about her awful temper, loathing for men, and that serious case of vengeance she has set up for Brig when she comes across him again.