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Alejandro paid us a visit the other night (July 15th). We were playing around outside, Ox and I, when I suddenly began to see something. A literal something. It was like seeing smoke or transparent liquid moving around – I think my “sight” of the supernatural is getting better. I couldn’t identify who it was at the time, but there were two. They seemed friendly enough, but I had my guard up. Unfortunately, my guard was misplaced. Ox started saying “Egrai, egrai” which meant “run” or “go away” in Elvish. He was acting funny and every couple of seconds, he’d grip me roughly. I was worried that something was happening–that the two I saw were doing something to him, but I started to go back in the house like he told me to. I stopped and came back and when I did, I faced my worst fear.

Alejandro Corvinus had managed to not only take over Ox’s body, but also to keep Kesh, Don, and Valik all from pushing him out. He came closer and I was cautious of the other two, still unable to tell which side they were on, and when it was revealed that he was Alejandro, I freaked. He reached for me running his hands down my arm, on my shoulder, through a string of my hair. Do you know how freaky it is to have some 1,000 year old immortal that looks like an ugly, scarred version of Sean Connery doing that to you? EW! I freaked out. He sat calmly in his chair and I finally asked him what he wanted. He wanted information on the Demonics I knew. It seems he’s aware that I have Balthazaar, he knows Ox has Kesh, and he knows I recently started speaking to Devastation–another of the Original 9 who was at Ox’s mom’s house as a sort of guardian for Pop this whole time. He’s very easy to talk to and looks almost just like Kesh but with black hair.

What Alejandro wanted to know was about the Amulet of the Fallen Sun. I told him I had it and he had possessed the wrong body. I don’t know if he believed me, but he changed the subject and said he’d rather know about Zenthroth and Lin, two of the Original 9 Demonics who had chased Balthazaar to us that night: the night that I had him sealed away within me. I considered every possibility. I couldn’t fight Alejandro; I couldn’t hurt him because he was in Ox’s body and I couldn’t destroy him anyway. He’s immortal and I’m…untrained and was unprepared. I got lucky in my dream when I burned him. He seemed to think of that as a battle. I promise: it won’t be the last. Fighting him at that point wasn’t an option, I didn’t know any spells that Kesh wouldn’t already know, and I couldn’t negate him out of Ox as I had done to Gab’s ex-husband warlock who had taken him over. We’d had a plan then. This time, there wasn’t a plan. I also considered what he would do if I didn’t give up the information. It was like I had to choose between saving humanity or saving Ox. Even if I had told him about Zen and Lin, he might have hurt Ox anyway.

The longer I went through my options, the more impatient he grew. Finally, he stuck what is called a Shadow Spike into him. The heart of his soul. The longer I took to answer, the bigger the hole got. I finally lied, asking him why he thought I had seen Zen or Lin.

“Because they were chasing him,” he told me.

I simply told him they must have lost him because when he got here, he was alone. I kept my cool in lying. People say I’m a bad liar, but only when it’s about something small like a joke of taking someone’s pencil. When it really matters, when it truly depends on it, I can lie. Anyone will believe me. He did. He left, not bothering to mend the hole. I healed him and…before I knew what was happening, I went into rage mode. I blacked out. I don’t remember what happened exactly, but Gab says that Balthazaar and I were trying to destroy each other because we blamed one another for what happened. I don’t remember until Maladon and I had a talk and he said that Alejandro had been planning on hurting Ox anyways; I had done the right thing by lying.

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First off, I would like to say that Harbingers aren’t just persistent – they’re stubborn! I’ll brief you readers with a quick summary of events according to the dates.

July 11th. I walk outside for a bit of fresh air. Harbingers arrive under the thick shadows of the Mamossa tree in our front yard: Greed and Famine. They start telling me they want to talk to Maladon, the Harbinger of Pain. I insist that he’s not at our house and they bring his brother, Destromada (Destruction), into the scene. I go to get Maladon, he says to go away and wants no part in their plan, they insist, he brings out Malakesh – the Original 9 Demonic of War. He goes full form and demands that they leave. Oh, did I mention that they had the Dos Domientes (Being of Light) of Peace with them?

Anna-what’s-her-face shows up not ten minutes later. Y’know, Valik’s opposite? The master puppeteer in all of this? She demands he go full form to see her. I freaked out…a lot. I don’t usually “see” Valik in full form and the wings (non-physical; you don’t see with your eyes as much as you do with your “third eye” or, in normal terms, “imagination”) caught me off guard. The sky breathing thing that freaked us out? Yeah, that was the Creator. He was monitoring the conversation between Anna and Valik to make sure there wouldn’t be a fight. Valik told her to leave and it was only when Sethean (Ox’s lycan “brother”; non-physical) arrived that she left.

Fifteen minutes after that, Ox was severely weakened physically because of the enormous amount of energy that was used for Kesh and Valik to go full-form. A wandering (non-physical) lycan clan called the Kishimir clan arrive…with a warlock. This warlock was the brother of my Given, Gab’s, now deceased husband. He was commanding the lycan clan to invade upon Sethean’s territory. A messenger of Sethean’s was killed and Ox demanded in fair payment that the Kishimir clan could leave if they handed over the warlock. He tried to teleport, I negated the ability and blocked him, and they gave him up quickly. I fought him, won a couple of scars in the battle, and ultimately…well, he’s fully destroyed. Death by Elvish-spell vortex + combustion. He won’t come back from that. I got a non-physical scaaarrr. Yay! ❤

Maladon got drunk from seeing his brother and both Morgaea and I lectured him for it because we admire him (she loves him, duh) and we don’t like to see him like that. There was a sudden pain in Ox’s body shortly after he switched back he asked Balthazaar to identify a “seal” on his hand that burned. It was a timer sent by Anna-what’s-her-face herself that would swallow his life at the allotted time unless we handed over Maladon. Thankfully, Balthazaar removed it completely.

Oh, yeah. I thought it was over with.  Then we went to bed. In a half-asleep state, Destromada disobeyed Kesh’s orders and slipped into my mind. I guess you could call it possession, but not really. Within my mind, he tried to throw me around and hurt me to get me to call out for Maladon. I refused. He seemed to think that I was the one Maladon was in love with so he thought he could get me to scream out for him, lure him out if you will. I didn’t. I refused. Balthazaar almost went haywire and Gab and I both tried to scare him away with light–he hates light. It failed. He would simply back away and fight through the light to get to me. Finally, after my “last chance” of calling for Maladon that I deliberately outright refused him, he stabbed me with one of his claws in my chest. A poisonous large hole in my chest that only Maladon could cure.  He also marked my hand with the same seal as Anna’s to ensure that my life was forfeit if Maladon wasn’t surrendered. Balthazaar banished him from my mind and body and I woke up calling for Kesh or Valik. Kesh answered, drew out the poison (by no means was it pleasant or easy), and removed the marker.

The next morning, July 12th, Valik tended to me. He sealed up the wound with a (again, non-physical) piece of Ox’s “skin” to cover my hole and heal it. We were planning on going to Nene’s, Ox’s mom’s house, that day. It was a Monday to watch wrestling. The fact that the house managed to get its electricity cut off that same day was rather ironically coincidental, I think. As I was getting dressed, one of my Guardians, the lycan Vallen, stated that he would be going with me. I argued and he flat out said, “You got a hole in your chest trying to be brave. I’m not letting it happen again.” I allowed him to come along and as we started to load up the car, another Guardian, the warrior Jack, arrived and stated he also was going with me. We managed to piss each other off because I thought it was ridiculous that they were “paranoid” that I needed so much protection and he thought I was being foolish by thinking I could handle things on my own.

Ox sent the Guardians ahead to Nene’s house while we made a quick trip into town. While waiting for him to buy drinks in a convenient store, we sat in the car and sensed Destromada only 100 ft away searching. Not for us, for someone else. Likely other Harbingers or more Dos Domientes (Being of Light). I hid our energy signature. I suppose he thought Maladon was in the bag because he was cocky enough to believe the marker was still on me and that I was dying. Fail. We went straight to Nene’s house after that and several minutes afterward, I went outside to talk to Jack. We managed to piss each other off even more. He walked off and I went after him, sensing that something was wrong. Vallen came with me and behind Pop’s shop, Jack was severely injured–almost dead–from Destromada. I was infuriated, but Ox got me back in the house and Vallen got Jack back to our house to heal him.

That night, we went home to see if our kids could withstand sleeping without A/C. It was too hot in the house so we had no choice. We had to return to Nene’s house for the night. Destromada, as we were leaving, appeared under the Mamossa tree again. He didn’t have Greed, Famine, or Peace with him. He again demanded Maladon and this time, I had Balthazaar create a clone to “escort” Destromada to the corner where Ox and I used to walk every night around Nene’s house. We went over there and after the kids went to sleep met Destromada. This time, Valik talked to him. It wasn’t pleasant.

Greed tried to attack Valik from behind, but I created a barrier and stood back to back with the angelic to protect him. I fought Greed–holding back, of course, because the destruction of a single Harbinger, Demonic, Dos Domientes, or Angelic could upset The Balance–and we chased them off. We told Peace to get away from them: it wasn’t a good idea. On our way back, Alejandro Corvinus made an appearance. Valik had me charge up some arrows with light energy and fired them, also scaring him off.

Later that night, around 3 AM or so, Ox and I got into an argument. I turned over and enraged by what was said, I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. Accidentally, I astral projected to a place I didn’t recognize. There was land burning for miles, fresh embers all over the place and small fires still going, as if war had just come through where I was. There, I met Anna-what’s-her-face. Her and I had a talk. I tried to reason with her on why she had to destroy the world and she tried to reason with me as to why not. I can’t remember what was said, but she made me lose myself for a moment and I attacked her, rolled with her, and pinned the ultimate demonic down by her neck. She laughed and told me to kill her. I refused and she took advantage, pinning me this time. Again, she said something I can’t remember, and I “woke up” after Valik tried shaking me to get me to listen to him. I was crying. He and I had a discussion about the cruelty of humans, the justice to stop it, and everything until 5 or 6 AM. I finally fell asleep.

We’ve had a pretty quiet week. Not much to write about and when I thought about it, I ended up busy.

Somewhere around July 3rd or 4th, I had a dream about a man. An old man with a scar on one side of his face and his opposing eye wasn’t…right, you could say. He tried to kill me in the dream–for whatever reason–and I ended up stabbing him, chopping him into little bitty pieces, and setting them on fire. When I turned around, he was standing there with a smile on his face without a scratch. In the dream, he was a Satanist and it made him immortal. Back and forth we went with him trying to kill me until I finally woke up freaking out.

I told Malakesh about the dream a couple nights later. The man is in fact real and he is immortal and thankfully he doesn’t have a physical form (thank goodness). He isn’t a Satanist, either, but he is extremely dark and powerful. His name is Alejandro Corvinus, the half-brother of Alexander Corvinus. Let’s just say that the movie Underworld caught a lucky break with their lore about the immortal and his two sons – one bitten by bat, the other by wolf.

Alejandro, on the other hand, is the stain upon the family. Kesh told me how to keep him away from me and I was prepared to do so, but he didn’t come back. Kesh’s suspicions about who has been behind all of the messages and trying to gather everyone together became clear: Valik’s opposite, Anna-what’s-her-face, the original Demonic created by the Creator for that 5 minutes “pre-Kesh”.

In an earlier post, I detailed the energy signatures taken from the Harbinger of Destruction: ours because we were retrieving it and two unknowns. The two unknowns were, in fact, Vaneeshstal’s and one other: Anna-what’s-her-face. She is the master puppeteer behind this whole set-up with the messages and the calls for gatherings. The reason his suspicions were further confirmed, he explained, was because Alejandro is a co-worker or partner to the original demon. I wasn’t the only one he visited in dreams, Kesh said: other people were seeing him in their dreams as well because no one has been answering the messages. Alejandro was sent as a sort of threat to tell them “answer or else”.

He finally came back, actually. Last night, but it wasn’t in my dreams. Earlier  word use of “puppeteer” is ironic considering that’s exactly what happened last night. We were trying to go to sleep and Ox snuggled up to me saying something about a dream of a black storm. “No lightning, just strong winds, rain, sleet, and hail. Black clouds for miles upon miles.” That was his description. Feeling somewhat off, I wanted to be near Valik because his light was like mine: pure and radiant. I wanted to be near that light so I requested his presence while Ox slept.

Ox’s arm started flopping around on me like crazy like it was looking for something, as if someone was controlling it. Valik put a shield on his other arm and I traced the energy strings (one can think of them as chakra strings like in the anime Naruto) to a group of three, but Valik only managed to identify two. One of the Dos Domientest of Peace with the Harbinger of Greed. I was ready to yank them over and take them on, but Valik decided to talk to them through the strings. They were looking for Maladon. Again. The question is: why would one of the Beings of Light be teamed up with a Harbinger? They don’t get along. At all. Valik had me to cut their strings and we thought it was over with. We were wrong.

The arm started flopping around again. This time, the strings made me sick to my stomach. It was a very dark energy, not demonic, but about as dark as the Original 9 because only entities of that magnitude of darkness make me ill. Valik asked for Balthazaar, I obliged, and Balthazaar traced the string. Alejandro was playing around with the arm this time. What he was looking for, we’ve no idea and didn’t feel like asking him. Balthazaar also detected a second pair of strings and a shadowed string. There were four in a group this time: Peace, Greed and the Harbingers of Famine and Destruction, who had his own black string shadowed by the other three. Valik said that I must have done a great job in hiding Lestraido because no one could sense her during all of this. I felt proud.

Balthazaar switched back to me and I got to deal with Alejandro through Valik’s instructions. I was to imagine the image of what Kesh told me to do to Alejandro in my mind and combine it with energy. Think of it as a powerful picture. I sent the image through the strings to Alejandro and once he got it, Valik gave me a spell. It’s called the Stone Barrier Spell. What happens, essentially, is a person uses this spell to lock their opponent up in an earth dome thick enough that they can’t simply bust through. The more energy one puts into it, the thicker the dome. After the incantation, I snipped the chakra strings from all of them and a shield was put up on the arms.

Alejandro apparently got mad because he sent a huge, dark golem towards us. Valik and I prevented it from coming any further than a couple of miles long enough that Alejandro ran out of energy and the thing went POOF! I slept well enough except for my half-dream that I was at a house I shouldn’t have been in Hillsboro (Billy’s house where I first met Balthazaar) and Alejandro showed up there trying to scare me. I think at that point I fell completely asleep and he didn’t bother me at all.

Tonight, I’m anxious to see if he’ll come back at all. I’m still curious as to who sent gel-like entities that were shooting poisonous darts and spikes at us the past several nights. I think it was July 7th and 8th? Not sure. Days are turning to minutes again. I hate that.

Yeah. Almost literally “falling Amulet”. We went outside after laying the kids down last night to stare at the stars. I’ve been seeing things like figures moving and as of yesterday afternoon, I was able to actually see my Givens perfectly! Well, I was able to see Gab, Balthazaar, Yuuko, and partially Morgaea; Lestraido’s true form remains a mystery to me. I know: how can you not know what entities in your head looks like? Simple. You can’t see them unless (this is going to sound corny, yes, but very true) your “third eye” is capable of seeing.

Anyway, we were looking at the stars and I saw 3 stars in a triangle. I thought, “That looks strange.” but like it was a sign. Don’t ask why, it just had an energy signature. Okay, well, as if I haven’t sounded “crazy” or like a “nut job” in my last several posts, I think this one might be the kicker: I absorbed that energy signature straight into my third eye. Note to self (and everyone else): do NOT allow unknown energies to enter your body. It can be dangerous! Word to the people who don’t know about this stuff from a fool: don’t do it. Ever.

The consequence of me doing that was disastrous. Call it “ridiculous” if you must, but what happened was that I started feeling…funny. Dreamy, relaxed, and yet exhausted all at the same time. My body began to feel ill and Gab started noticing that whatever came into me was harmful so she had me send it back. I did, but almost as soon as the energy left my body, I fell unconscious. Moments before I sent it back, Ox went back inside leaving me alone. Gab got pissed and once I went unconscious, she had to take over my body. The energy-regenerating witch could barely lift my body no matter how much energy she put into it. We went inside, she sat down, Ox was sitting there drinking milk the whole time, and she started freaking out thinking I was going to die. My body was trying to shut down and Balthazaar immediately started drinking.

You’re probably wondering why Ox, my true love, was just sitting there while I was fully unconscious and Gab was crying and hysterically pacing around my mind. Oh, trust me, by the time he came in there, Gab snapped at him. He told her he was sending Valik over, she said no, he threatened her, she said to go ahead, he threatened her a little more, she dared him again, and they went back and forth for a good…ten minutes, I think. Finally, Valik went back into his body, she explained to to him, and together they were able to pull me out of it. When they did, Valik found a (non-physical) amulet called “The Amulet of the Crystal Sun”.

The reason, as was explained to Gab, that Ox didn’t come right away and was just sitting there drinking his milk was because…Vaneeshstal, the entity that possessed Francis Pierre in 1945, had possessed his body. Malakesh, Malachi, and Maladon had him bound up and were holding him. When Vaneeshstal finds a host, he takes his true form and is capable of speaking English. Malakesh used a binding curse to keep him under control. In order to restore energy to me and my body, Gab had to take it from Vaneeshstal. She was giggling and laughing because the whole time he was out, he was trying to play with her mind and it doesn’t work on Gab. At all. Plus, he was speaking in Demonic and she can’t understand Demonic; he can’t speak English, either, because Ox wasn’t his full host. She managed to get a lot of energy from him and he kept wanting me out, but she had to get the translation from Balthazaar that said “girl asleep/unconscious” ’cause kept saying “ethra, ethra” (“girl, girl”). Halfway through all of this miscommunication, he was able to unbind the spell Kesh had put on him and grabbed Gab’s throat to hurt her (epic fail). She called for Kesh, Kesh rebound him and they threw him into a padded room in Ox’s mind.

I got enough energy that later on I was able to stay awake for a little while, but he had Balthazaar take over and put me in bed. Everything was explained to me shortly before going to bed as well as what happened: Vaneeshstal had found the amulet, was planning to use it as a horcrux, saw an opening, put it in me, possessed Ox thinking I’d hand over the amulet, and I’m not sure what his plan was after that. Whatever it was, it didn’t work.

So, here we are: I’m doing a lot better (even though I didn’t get sleep for crap last night and I’m STILL tired), Ox is going to play host to Vaneeshstal so he won’t find a weak-minded host and slaughter people, and Valik has the amulet.

Because I was so busy the last few days, I’m having to play catch-up. We’ll take it day-by-day, okay?

Shortly after going to bed (after I posted the blog, even) 2 messages came to my mind. One was in symbols, the other – surprisingly – in words. Silly words you may think, but words nevertheless. They weren’t English so I had to have Ox translate them (again) that afternoon. He took a look at both messages and what was strange was that the message in symbols I received were mixed languages of Demonic, Draconic, and Elvish. Didn’t I tell you it was rare to mix Draconic and Demonic? We figured more than us must be getting these messages because they’re in all 3 languages. Some entities, like Angelics, only speak Elvish, Demons and dark entities only speak Demonic, and I’m not entirely sure who speaks Draconic but I’m sure someone does otherwise the language wouldn’t still be used…in the supernatural realm, of course.

Here’s a picture of the message I got – the lower symbols are from Kesh/Ox translating the Draconic and Elvish symbols to Demonic.

As you can see, the symbols look a little different – but not much. As I said in an earlier post, sometimes it’s hard to decipher which language is which. Good thing I have Kesh. I thought I was writing it all in Demonic when I was writing it down. Lol!

The symbols translated to English say “Prime of man/dawn of time and space/moving planets/value of life/shining god” and it doesn’t make sense. The words I got help it out greatly:

Traeilkumar furtaneil gereglison thiablormov diasentiel preKeshilve brimaonark contisiabro”

Translated to English, it says:

“There are none/in future/going in/the past/different time/pre-Kesh war/by moving/constellations”

Sounds dumb, too, doesn’t it?  The reason Kesh is struck out is because it didn’t make sense. Pre-Kesh would mean “before the creation of Malakesh” which makes no sense because there was nothing before Malakesh. All of the Original 18 (Angelics & Demonics) were created at the dawn of time – at the very beginning. The word “Kesh” has a different meaning, the reason he was named Malakesh: he is the Demon of War. So, it makes more sense of it to mean “pre-war”.

Several weeks ago, Ox and I were reading fortunes because I had questions. The future didn’t seem to make sense to him and as I was reading it, I started to feel light of weight. Not really passed out, but…different. It seems Gab and I can “fuse” together to create an entity named Oricalcos or “The Oracle” because of our pure lights and “Seer” capabilities. The Oracle was able to read the fortune and show him a brighter outlook on his fortune.

While Kesh was able to put the two messages together Monday afternoon to piece together a confusing prophecy that had been incomplete for nearly 3,000 years, the Oracle was able to make sense of the prophecy and finish it – something, according to Kesh, many have attempted to do and failed at.

The prophecy (when mixing the two messages together and with the Oracle’s verses) reads as follows:

“There are none/in future/prime of man/[value of life]//going in/the past/dawn of time and space/moving planets/different time/pre-war//value of life/by moving constellations/[the]Shining God/heart above sight/knowledge below wisdom/visions of present/war & revolution/Rebirth or Despair”

Don’t freak. The reason there is [value of life] read like that is because the Oracle explained that the “value of life” line can be in two different places; it’s a key factor in the prophecy. “There are none in future/prime of man [value of life]” is describing the current situation. “There are none in future” meaning there are none now or in the future who will appreciate the “value of life”. Prime of man could refer to the beginning of man OR, as she prefers to see it, the innocence of children and understanding. Understanding and Innocence are the “prime of man” because before people are “men” or “women”, they’re children full of innocence and understand that life has more value than anything else.

“Going in the past/dawn of time and space/moving planets/different time/pre-war” is very simple: going back in time to the “dawn of time and space” will  move the planets. Take one of those objects, for instance, that has a bunch of rotating planets. If you go back in time, you’re moving the planets backwards to “a different time”. The prophecy says “pre-war” but which war we’re uncertain. There were hundreds of wars and hardly any of them were insignificant.

“Value of life/by moving constellations” means that going back in time will return someone (or a lot of people) to the time when man understood the value of life. “[The] Shining God” is obvious: the Creator. The Oracle explained that man will receive a message that will “take them back in time” to the day when men understood the value of life – she suspects through dreams, visions, or something. This “message” will be granted by the Creator who is, in a way, “interfering” because things have gotten out of hand.

Now let’s take a look at the rest of the prophecy that the Oracle has added on. “heart above sight/knowledge below wisdom/visions of present/war & revolution/” Again, don’t freak out. “Heart above sight” meaning that although the pure only see hatred, deep down they still hope; “Knowledge below wisdom” represents wisdom is greater and more important than knowledge in this particular case; “visions of present” is saying that people will receive visions of the present – the hatred, the fighting, the senseless actions of man; “war & revolution” means that a war will come – a revolt against tyranny and the way people take life so casually (what kind of war is unclear).

“Rebirth or Despair”. Take a long look at that part. Rebirth. Or. Despair. Rebirth – when everything dies away and is reborn, given a second chance. Despair – doomed without hope, death, the eventual end. That message is the one that rings the loudest and most clear and frightens people more than anything. Rebirth or Despair. D’you know what it’s saying? “Change your ways or die” and considering the prophecy, it makes perfect sense: people all over the world will “go back in time” and see for themselves how man once lived, once valued life and a second vision will appear to them as “visions of the present” and what it’s like now. The concept is simple: from these “messages”, man will have a chance to redeem themselves and revolt against the life they’re living now and from the ashes they can either “be reborn” OR… if they do not change their ways despite the warnings, man will perish.

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Shortly after translating the full prophecy from the night before, Ox got on the computer and I tried to relax. Too bad, so sad because I ended up with a third message. Once again, this message was in words. That made a total of 5 messages that Ox and I received in less than 16 hours! Do you have any idea what it feels like to be an answering machine?! WE DO!! Erhem. He waited for a while before translating the message.

“In what/pre world/send no one/for it will/all fall from/world of end/touch on/dark skies/end to end over/form from ones/banishment/meant for one/creator/unresolved/hanged by own”

What the hell that means, I don’t know, and neither does Kesh. Honestly, it makes no sense except for the last part. “Form from ones banishment meant for one Creator unresolved”…

About 3 – 4 months ago, Daddy Von Hessial created an entity. A very. Dangerous. Entity. Demonics aren’t evil, contrary to popular belief, they just corrupt and spread chaos. They’re more like tricksters who thrive on the fear, pain, and bad feelings of others. This entity…was beyond that. Vaneeshstal had nothing on this creature. Kesh and I had a long discussion and he was doing whatever he could to figure out ways to destroy it, but it kept growing and becoming more powerful. Finally, he had me to send a “prayer” to the Creator; “The innocent wishes of those with pure hearts always travel faster to the Creator,” he told me. So I asked the Creator to destroy it. We were granted a key and when the full moon came, we were able to lock this entity away. The entity could have rivaled the Creator if it was left unchecked.

It was in fact “banished” and could have been “unresolved” because it was “for one – Creator”. This message unnerves me because of “touch on dark skies” (as I mentioned earlier, the sky was breathing one night) and it seems to mention the entity that we sealed away. What it means, I’m still confused by, but I’m afraid someone might try to bring it back.

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That night, around 5 or 6, I got a fourth message and Ox said he would have to translate it when he got back from the Eclipse premier (ew! on my part) because it was in Elvish. Once again, I thought it was Demonic. They look very similar. He said that while he can translate Draconic and Demonic rather quickly, Elvish (even translating it to words instead of symbols) takes him hours. After I laid Alex down to bed, I tried my hand at translating it on my own. I got it translated in less than 30 minutes because apparently while my Fog keeps Balthazaar from being able to translate anything to English, it doesn’t affect Gab’s ability to translate Elvish symbols to words or to English.

Here’s an image of the Elvish symbols I received:

“Bring to light/those who pass judgment/winds of change [are]/bound by duty [and]/clouded by ?/Bright is the sun/[that is] cast upon glory/[the] shame of the guides/[are] those who chose ?/Keys to the door [revealed]/Granted shal be the wish of the pure/gather forth allies/[as] war brews, blood spills/[yet] Earth’s battle cannot win”

The bottom symbol is by itself for a reason. It is a symbol. According to Gab, there was a group of angelics (not the Original 9 or their apprentices or the Dos Domientes) in 1452 who gathered together to “fight evil” by doing things like inhabiting priests for exorcisms or people who tried to bring a stop to war by sacrificing their own lives. This was their symbol and it translates to “preikasonaire“: “By the powers of light for all”. I’ll edit in the ? words once I talk to Kesh/Ox here in a minute.

Last night should have been normal: the evil entity won’t be returning any time soon, Daddy Von Hessial’s nosy spies were executed for, y’know, being nosy, and any other enemies that we have like Aro or Throvan have all been out of the picture for a good month now. If there are any new enemies, they have yet to reveal themselves.

Too bad Destromada is still on the hunt. I’m not sure what he’s playing at, but after last night, the pieces of our puzzle that we’ve been trying to fit together have sudden warped themselves to very complex jigsaw shapes and no longer fit together. First off, I should start by saying that the past few nights, I’ve been having mental connections with the Harbinger of Destruction.

A few nights ago (maybe Friday?), was the night that the entity’s message first popped up on the trunk of our car. I was minding my own business talking about who could have left the message when Balthazaar chimed in something about Destromada. It wasn’t long after that that Ox explained Destromada could be behind the message that was sent and shortly after I was made aware of the fact that Destromada was looking for Maladon, I was outside in the moonlight when I got a strong connection with the Harbinger of Destruction. A strong mental connection. How and why, I didn’t know at the time: all I knew was that I had to hide Lestraido’s energy signature by putting seals and barriers up in my mind. If he finds her and Maladon together, game over. He’ll be pretty pissed off about that (they were once lovers).

Much later that night, Morgaea astral projected into town (he was 10 miles south of us) towards him and tried to detect an extra energy signature because we’re thinking someone is using him as a lil puppet. She tried to help. FAIL, Morgaea! Epic fail! That was when she nearly got herself killed and Gab had to extract poisons from her body. Ick.

Saturday afternoon after the story of Francis Pierre was told to me (and Balthazaar freaked out on me trying to get drunk to get the images out of his head and by freaking out he was making ME anxious and twitchy), I had a cup of tea, calmed Balthazaar down, and started to come up with a plan to find pieces of the puzzle and put them together. We, at that point, weren’t sure if the entity called Vaneeshstal (the possessing entity of Francis Pierre) was working together with Destromada or not and I wanted to know. Everything was need-to-know. Yuuko, my bargainer, I sent on a mission to France to hunt down all of the items that Vaneeshstal had possessed – all of his “horcruxes” if you will – to save itself from total destruction. Morgaea, after her little stunt with Destromada, would be sitting her ass down. She wasn’t happy. Gab refuses to leave my body because as my primary Given, I would be “defenseless” without her. Balthazaar was to research his library for extra information concerning the entity. But I needed someone to go find Destromada and get a sample of his energy: mingled with his energy signature would be others such as the person who’s controlling him or Vaneeshstal’s if they’re working together. We needed someone talented who could fight should conflict arise yet subtle enough to get close. Who else should I choose but two of my loyal friends that live in our game room closet? Twitch and Twatch.

The story behind these two can be saved for later, but let me give you an image. Think of the troll from Harry Potter & the Sorcerer’s Stone: big, ugly, and slouches with big hands and giant feet. Imagine a pair of twins like that except no gut hanging over the pants, lankier, yet still slouching. Twitch is green. Transformers 2: Rise of the Fallen’s Mudflap would be Twatch: red in color with big ears. Skids, the green twin, would be Twitch also with giant ears. We call them Twitch and Twatch for a reason: they twitch and, well, “twatch” a slightly different way of twitching. Don’t ask. They’re funny, they come in a pair, and they have very low energy levels that are almost undetectable by powerful beings. It’s easy to sense something big, but anyone has to concentrate harder on their senses to be able to sense something smaller like rats or Twitch or Twatch. See the brilliance in my plan? =D

I had them to search town for Destromada to get a sample. If they went in a pair, that meant that if he destroyed one, the other could race back here and give us the information we needed. I told them that if I received a connection from him, I’d point them in that direction. As a matter of fact, later that day, I did get a connection and I informed them straight away. Oh, they arrived, but by the time they did, he and I were about to get into it. You know those two-way mirrors in cop movies? One side has a mirror, the other side is a window so they can’t see you but you can see them? I tried putting that up as a defense mechanism in the connection; he busted right through it and tried to attack me. I defended, of course, and realized Twitch & Twatch were there so I kept him busy for them to get a sample. Never turn your back on a Harbinger, readers, or a Demon. I didn’t because I know better and I was reading his movements. I told him flat out “I’m no match for you so I’m afraid I’m going to have to cut this a bit short” and cut the connection. I don’t think he was happy, but he can go suck an egg for all I care.

Now, after all that crap I went through with the Harbinger of Destruction, you’d think that Twitch and Twatch would get a sample. No, they didn’t. They honestly didn’t have to. Harbingers are extremely dangerous just like demons and other non-physical entities; they all have tricks to defend themselves or to harm their opponent. If you can take an energy blast to the gut and live through it, fantastic! Check for poison. In my case, the connection was there long enough with Destromada that he was able to send destructive energies into my mind to try and kill me. My body was unconscious, but Gab took over, got Valik, and he rose me while Balthazaar did a spell to suck all of the destructive energies into a bottle that we later gave to Malakesh to analyze. I came out of my unconscious state, Gab healed whatever mental wounds I might have got, and Kesh got his sample to analyze.

Last night wasn’t too much different. Destromada once again tried to establish a connection and I try to make a point of not making the same mistake twice. I severed the connection about three times, each time he would create a new connection, until I had Balthazaar put up a barrier that blocked out Destromada completely. I won’t be able to know where he’s at, but at least he can’t send something into me without me knowing it, rriiigghht? No sooner Balthazaar finished that spell than some little non-physical worm-like thing popped out of my left hand. I crushed it, put a seal over my hand, and when it started hurting, I but a Burnestil Seal on my arm. This essentially looks like a strange glyph that would “burn” or carterize a person’s skin. Non-physical burning and it doesn’t damage or hurt you, but it’s essentially the same gist as branding something onto your skin; it seals something up the way a hot surface would seal up an open wound. He had me run cool water over it just to make the seal permanent.

I was in the bathroom when all of a sudden, I got the strange urge to write on the mirror. I tried writing in water, but that doesn’t work so I grabbed lipstick and wrote with it. This is called “auto-writing” when a person starts writing without any knowledge of why or what they are writing as if they’re driven by some unknown force to get words or, in this case, symbols out. I’ll draw a picture later of what I wrote. Kesh translated it for me because it was in Draconic and Demonic.

“Forever in Destruction.”

According to Kesh, it’s a verbal tic or habit of Destromada’s. He says that whenever he’s doing something or about to do something he feels is important or exciting — in this case, establish a connection and I guess kill me. I told Kesh about the worm and he said that the worm can’t feed off of dark energy–which is why it didn’t latch on to Ox yet it did latch on to me. It used Ox as a carrier. He’s using worms to spy on people by making connections (whether they’re aware of it or not)  and seeing what they’re up to.

Kesh’s analysis on Destromada’s energy isn’t complete yet, but subtracting the obvious energy signatures (mine, Twitch & Twatch’s, etc.), there was his host’s and two unknown yet “weak” energy signatures. We suspect one of these two are another piece to the puzzle as to who and (hopefully) why someone is controlling Destromada. There was no sign of Vaneeshstal’s which means he wasn’t working with the entity…yet. That’s good news for now.

I just hope something big doesn’t go down tonight. I’m still waiting to hear from Vannon/Nathan. I hope he comes because I miss my friend, but more than that, we need his help. If this is really that big that someone is trying to gather all of the Original 9 Demons and Harbingers that ISN’T Vannon’s dad, Daddy Von Hessial, we’re going to need some help and we don’t have that many powerful allies other than Nathan. Too bad his pride has practically taken over logic. We’ll just have to wait and see, I guess…

I got the whole story from Malakesh yesterday.

During WW2 in 1945, there was a French priest named Francis Pierre Arndelilo. He was a popular priest and was in line to become a descendant for the Pope. An unknown entity (wasn’t a demon, but it was powerful and it was far more sadistic and masochistic than the original 9) named Vaneeshstaln was created and took on a human host: the priest. The possession went on for four months and the priest gradually became insane and demented. He wrote symbols (later identified as Demonic or Draconic) all over the walls, his sermons repeated a phrase over and over, and the man eventually began speaking in “tongues”–which would be a mixed language of Demonic and Draconic, an extremely rare case for the two to be mixed and make sense.

The day Francis Pierre died, he slaughtered church boys, the staff, everyone he could. One of the church boys was inhabited by Destromada (the Harbinger of Destruction). The only two people he did not kill was a drunk (Balthazaar’s host) and a military man (Kesh’s host). Using the blood of his victims, he wrote a message in his book (I’m pretty sure it was a bible) in the mixed languages of Demonic and Draconic–again, something rarely done because it’s hard for it to make sense.

“Destruction to those who wait. Thy own doing will be thy own fate. The earth shall be wrought with sin. Death will be the fate of all upon swift wings. Eternal suffering will begin.”

Now, there was another verse that Kesh and Balthazaar refused to tell me. I begged Kesh to tell me what it was about, but he said it was too disturbing for any human to hear. The description he gave me, though, was that the verse described in detail what the entity planned on doing. Basically, gruesome stuff you’d read in the most vulgar, disturbing horror books written by a madman–worse than Edgar Allen Poe or Stephen King. They do it in taste. This message had no taste, it’s just going into full detail about what he’ll do to his victims.

After he wrote the message, Francis Pierre committed suicide. Not just put a gun to his head or anything. He sliced his own head off. After death, the entity went in search of a new host. Balthazaar and Kesh sealed the entity into a portrait that was in the synagogue. They burned it, but apparently at the last instant before its death, the entity escaped into a new item and lived. Think of it like a Horcrux: an object containing a piece of a soul until it fully regenerates.

I asked Kesh how it could do that if it was sealed up and if we could put barriers around every object around and he explained it to me that the entity, in that last instant, is pure energy. 100% raw energy that is difficult to contain. He also said that they’ve tried killing this entity several times and that each time, it would escape somewhere else.

There won’t be a record on this incident. Kesh says that the whole thing was so unbelievable and horrifying that people burned everything relating to it: notes, books (they even burned the bible he’d written in), everything. It was stricken from the historical records. Kesh put it to me like this: “Do you honestly think the Vatican would allow something like that to get out? That a priest slaughtered everyone in a church?” I agreed. That wouldn’t be good for the Vatican–for anyone.

However, for references, Kesh kept a copy of the book he’d written in. They didn’t expect it to happen again, but it did. It keeps on happening. The thing can’t die. It paid me a visit last night and tried to possess me. I was scared to death, almost literally; this thing is really evil and I don’t say that about anything. Thankfully, Dantre was allowed to come out and fought the thing. He says it won’t be back any time soon, but by the time it was all done I was in tears.

If the thing gets a human body, I’m screwed. Especially if Ox is at work and I’m home alone with the kids and some stranger comes to the house while he’s gone and tries to kill us. Things like that always happen.. I just don’t ever want to see the eyes that I saw in that mental image of the priest here in present-day real life. It’s too scary and I don’t know if I’ll be able to shake off the fear fast enough to be able to do anything to stop it. Like last night. I froze. I couldn’t think of anything except ‘don’t show fear’ and I think that made matters worse for me anyway. Never stand up to something you can’t take on. Know your limits. That’s a lesson learned.