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Yeah. Almost literally “falling Amulet”. We went outside after laying the kids down last night to stare at the stars. I’ve been seeing things like figures moving and as of yesterday afternoon, I was able to actually see my Givens perfectly! Well, I was able to see Gab, Balthazaar, Yuuko, and partially Morgaea; Lestraido’s true form remains a mystery to me. I know: how can you not know what entities in your head looks like? Simple. You can’t see them unless (this is going to sound corny, yes, but very true) your “third eye” is capable of seeing.

Anyway, we were looking at the stars and I saw 3 stars in a triangle. I thought, “That looks strange.” but like it was a sign. Don’t ask why, it just had an energy signature. Okay, well, as if I haven’t sounded “crazy” or like a “nut job” in my last several posts, I think this one might be the kicker: I absorbed that energy signature straight into my third eye. Note to self (and everyone else): do NOT allow unknown energies to enter your body. It can be dangerous! Word to the people who don’t know about this stuff from a fool: don’t do it. Ever.

The consequence of me doing that was disastrous. Call it “ridiculous” if you must, but what happened was that I started feeling…funny. Dreamy, relaxed, and yet exhausted all at the same time. My body began to feel ill and Gab started noticing that whatever came into me was harmful so she had me send it back. I did, but almost as soon as the energy left my body, I fell unconscious. Moments before I sent it back, Ox went back inside leaving me alone. Gab got pissed and once I went unconscious, she had to take over my body. The energy-regenerating witch could barely lift my body no matter how much energy she put into it. We went inside, she sat down, Ox was sitting there drinking milk the whole time, and she started freaking out thinking I was going to die. My body was trying to shut down and Balthazaar immediately started drinking.

You’re probably wondering why Ox, my true love, was just sitting there while I was fully unconscious and Gab was crying and hysterically pacing around my mind. Oh, trust me, by the time he came in there, Gab snapped at him. He told her he was sending Valik over, she said no, he threatened her, she said to go ahead, he threatened her a little more, she dared him again, and they went back and forth for a good…ten minutes, I think. Finally, Valik went back into his body, she explained to to him, and together they were able to pull me out of it. When they did, Valik found a (non-physical) amulet called “The Amulet of the Crystal Sun”.

The reason, as was explained to Gab, that Ox didn’t come right away and was just sitting there drinking his milk was because…Vaneeshstal, the entity that possessed Francis Pierre in 1945, had possessed his body. Malakesh, Malachi, and Maladon had him bound up and were holding him. When Vaneeshstal finds a host, he takes his true form and is capable of speaking English. Malakesh used a binding curse to keep him under control. In order to restore energy to me and my body, Gab had to take it from Vaneeshstal. She was giggling and laughing because the whole time he was out, he was trying to play with her mind and it doesn’t work on Gab. At all. Plus, he was speaking in Demonic and she can’t understand Demonic; he can’t speak English, either, because Ox wasn’t his full host. She managed to get a lot of energy from him and he kept wanting me out, but she had to get the translation from Balthazaar that said “girl asleep/unconscious” ’cause kept saying “ethra, ethra” (“girl, girl”). Halfway through all of this miscommunication, he was able to unbind the spell Kesh had put on him and grabbed Gab’s throat to hurt her (epic fail). She called for Kesh, Kesh rebound him and they threw him into a padded room in Ox’s mind.

I got enough energy that later on I was able to stay awake for a little while, but he had Balthazaar take over and put me in bed. Everything was explained to me shortly before going to bed as well as what happened: Vaneeshstal had found the amulet, was planning to use it as a horcrux, saw an opening, put it in me, possessed Ox thinking I’d hand over the amulet, and I’m not sure what his plan was after that. Whatever it was, it didn’t work.

So, here we are: I’m doing a lot better (even though I didn’t get sleep for crap last night and I’m STILL tired), Ox is going to play host to Vaneeshstal so he won’t find a weak-minded host and slaughter people, and Valik has the amulet.

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Yesterday afternoon, I posted saying that I would find out the missing ? words from the Elvish prophecy that I had translated from Kesh. I forgot: Kesh doesn’t read Elvish. Valik, Ox’s Given, does because he’s an Angelic. What happened yesterday afternoon deserves an entire post of its own because of all the goody information I found out.

All of this started when I told Ox I needed him to translate the missing ? words from the Elvish prophecy and without warning me, he switched to Valik. Valik took a look at it, I explained that Gab translated it and The Oracle had finished it out. He started correcting certain things about it, I asked how he knew all of this, and he told me flat out “because these markings are on my body”. Gab went red as a rose at the thought of his body; I knew she had a thing for him. Haha. Anyway, Valik wanted to talk to the Oracle so I reluctantly obliged and since The Oracle is made up of half myself and half Gab, I was slightly aware of what was going on and being said.

A whole background story was revealed during their little talk. You remember the other prophecy that was mixed? The Demonic, Elvish, & Draconic symbols? It said something about “Pre-Kesh” and we were told “there was no pre-Kesh” but there was a “pre-War”? We were told wrong. Valik told me the whole thing: there was a pre-Kesh and a time before the creation of the Original 18…a whole five minutes. The Creator created 3 beings: 1 male Angelic, 1 female Demonic, and a Seer…The Oracle. She was not given the ability to create, only to foretell. If someone was to have the ability to foretell the future and create something, what do you think they would create? A way to stop it – thus contradicting all history, present, and future. So only the demonic, An-something, and the angelic, Valik, were given the ability to “create” and they were allowed to create a companion for themselves; not a mate, not an enemy – a companion.

Valik chose to give his companion neutrality so that it could choose to be light, dark, or remain neutral. An-whatever created…Vaneeshstal. Anyway, the Oracle (I think before the creation of the companions) created a couple of prophecies. One was marked onto Valik’s tan body. It looks like glowing, sky-blue ink in weird symbols. The other had to be burned onto the Demonic’s skin. You know what a piece of metal, especially a fire poker, looks like when it’s real hot? That bright, orange color that burns? That’s what hers look like; they glow fire orange on her black skin. I think her skin is black.

So, Valik and the Oracle – going through all of the messages we’ve received – retranslated the Elvish prophecy that is marked on Valik’s body.

“Bring to light those who pass from winds of change. Bound by duty of clouded judgment. Bright is the sun cast upon glory from the shame of the guilds those who choose. The keys to the door ungranted shall be the wish of the pure-hearted. Gather forth allies for war brews and blood shall spill. For Earth’s battles cannot win for the warriors are not light. ‘Bound by the powers of light for all that shall come.'”

As it turns out, though, I’ve been getting a “hidden message” with certain Elvish symbols from the mixed message and the Elvish prophecy. This message said:

“In from this will gathered for those who pass it. For winds of change shall cast upon glory. Those who choose shall be granted will be the wish of the pure of soul. Given upon shall be the keys to the door/doors.”

Unfortunately, Valik and I ended up getting into an argument so he never had time to explain to me what it meant. There you have it. A message within messages, a new bit of information to chew on, and boy oh boy did we have fun last night with some of this new information. Next post will be last night’s adventure.

It is important to note in this post that I am not as quick or as good at translating symbols as Kesh is because Balthazaar is lazy and has a serious disadvantage from being sealed inside me: I have a fog that clouds my mind, blocks out memories of both myself and my givens, and prevents certain abilities of theirs and mine to shine through. That is, they aren’t as fully focused at translating or speaking as they would be if they weren’t sealed inside of me.

What happened tonight sounds far-fetched, but for the open-minded – kudos for bearing with me this far. K, the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to me would be hands-down tonight: the sky was breathing and it had a heartbeat. Ox was listening to it. Sounds somewhat like a plane, but in a rhythm. Very, very creepy and yes it is unbelievable. What’s more insane is that it stopped as soon as we started commenting and listening intently to it. “Yeah, right, the sky is alive -/sarcasm-” would be anyone’s thoughts. That’s okay, I have a hard time listening to me chatter on like a wacko, too. Getting more to the point, after everything died down, Ox lit his lighter. We were outside when all of this happened and a storm is supposed to be rolling in, but the breeze has been pretty fast so why is the storm moving slower than molasses? No clue. Anyway, he lit his lighter when there was, at the time, no wind yet the lighter flickered like crazy. An explanation here, readers: if a light flickers and there is no “draft” or wind or any logical reason for a flame to go nuts – that is called “energy” and if it goes beserk, that means there’s a looot of it around. It was coming from the north, same direction as the storm. We have an anxious feeling for no “logical reason” and that means something BIG is coming probably following the abnormally slow storm.

Around the same time we started getting anxious, Ox said to get him a piece of paper. We went inside and he scribbled like mad all over notebook sheets of paper. Symbols flooded his mind from an unknown source. This, again, is called “auto-writing” and I can assure you that at that level of fast markings and symbol madness, it’s not pleasant. It can give you a headache. He got 2 different messages each in a different language, but the sources are unknown; he allowed me to translate them (Balthazaar helped me greatly so I can learn how to read and write the languages on my own).

Just so that all of you understand the difference between “supernatural languages” and what I mean by “symbols”, I drew what was on the notebook paper (we don’t have a scanner) on to my computer using my Wacom. The first message was in Draconic (no, it is NOT the language of Dragons). Now, keep in mind that I don’t speak, write, or read Draconic – anything that I do write is done by auto-writing where I clear my mind and allow the symbol to form with each line that my hand writes/draws. Balthazaar can read it, write it, and speak it; what he cannot do, thanks to my fog, is translate it to English. So, he had to translate it to Demonic instead and from there, he allowed Kesh to translate it to English.

That image is full of Draconic symbols. They look funny and made up, don’t they?  Be thankful that I cleared them up because Ox ended up scribbling and going over the same lines twice so it was hard to tell what line went where. Anyway, that’s Draconic. Using the Draconic > Demonic > English translation, it reads like this:

“For the end/everything/all the energy/Meakumaere (Demon name)/transform/the first/of a whole/nine for one/eight for one/in all of the/world none will/prevail over/annihilation”

Okay. Perhaps I should take a second to explain. Each symbol you see isn’t a letter in the Draconic alphabet. It’s a word or more precisely a phrase. You think Kanji is difficult? Try Draconic, Demonic, Elvish (not JRR Tolkien’s version, either), or any of those languages; they’re hard! No, we don’t know what it means entirely but here’s a thought to chew on. “Nine for one” would be the Original 9 Demons; “Eight for one” is referring to the 8 Harbingers (I was only aware of 6 until this message popped up). Kesh is analyzing the messages, I’m sure. Don’t let the word “annihilation” scare you, either. I’ll explain Meakumaere, the name of a Demon, later on.

The second message he received was written in Demonic. I recognized it right away because once several months ago, I saw Ox scribbling some weird symbols on a sheet of paper. It was a Demonic symbol representing a name of one of the Harbingers. He drew quite a few and that’s how I was able to tell this message was Demonic.

It doesn’t look the same as Draconic, does it? Freaky symbols, yes, but you can really tell the difference just like you can tell there’s a difference between the Japanese kanji and hiragana or katakana. It’s essentially the same thing. This message was the first one I translated to actual words. The words sound funny and are difficult for normal people (even me) to pronounce, but spelling them out helps. From Demonic > English, the translation is as follows:

“To control/all in one/every one/together/entire class/come in as one/you in all of you/one contained power/predisposition to all power”

It didn’t make sense the first time because Balthazaar and I got a couple of words wrong in translation. Kesh double checked it and it made more sense in English. Apparently, if you don’t have the whole word in Demonic, it comes out as a non-sensical funny phrase in English like “corixtan” translates only to “one contained” while “conrixtaneral” translates to “one contained power”. Like I said – it’s a funky languages.

Either way, that’s what has happened so far. I figured I’d share the symbols with you readers so that you can both see what Draconic and Demonic look like and tell the difference. I’m not so sure I want to find out who’s behind these messages or worse: if the two messengers are related somehow. I shudder to think of what kind of power an entity would have if it had all of the original 9 and the 8 Harbingers merged together. Maybe that’s what someone’s trying to do. Who knows? I just hope we can stop it before it carries out whatever plan it has.