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Yeah. Almost literally “falling Amulet”. We went outside after laying the kids down last night to stare at the stars. I’ve been seeing things like figures moving and as of yesterday afternoon, I was able to actually see my Givens perfectly! Well, I was able to see Gab, Balthazaar, Yuuko, and partially Morgaea; Lestraido’s true form remains a mystery to me. I know: how can you not know what entities in your head looks like? Simple. You can’t see them unless (this is going to sound corny, yes, but very true) your “third eye” is capable of seeing.

Anyway, we were looking at the stars and I saw 3 stars in a triangle. I thought, “That looks strange.” but like it was a sign. Don’t ask why, it just had an energy signature. Okay, well, as if I haven’t sounded “crazy” or like a “nut job” in my last several posts, I think this one might be the kicker: I absorbed that energy signature straight into my third eye. Note to self (and everyone else): do NOT allow unknown energies to enter your body. It can be dangerous! Word to the people who don’t know about this stuff from a fool: don’t do it. Ever.

The consequence of me doing that was disastrous. Call it “ridiculous” if you must, but what happened was that I started feeling…funny. Dreamy, relaxed, and yet exhausted all at the same time. My body began to feel ill and Gab started noticing that whatever came into me was harmful so she had me send it back. I did, but almost as soon as the energy left my body, I fell unconscious. Moments before I sent it back, Ox went back inside leaving me alone. Gab got pissed and once I went unconscious, she had to take over my body. The energy-regenerating witch could barely lift my body no matter how much energy she put into it. We went inside, she sat down, Ox was sitting there drinking milk the whole time, and she started freaking out thinking I was going to die. My body was trying to shut down and Balthazaar immediately started drinking.

You’re probably wondering why Ox, my true love, was just sitting there while I was fully unconscious and Gab was crying and hysterically pacing around my mind. Oh, trust me, by the time he came in there, Gab snapped at him. He told her he was sending Valik over, she said no, he threatened her, she said to go ahead, he threatened her a little more, she dared him again, and they went back and forth for a good…ten minutes, I think. Finally, Valik went back into his body, she explained to to him, and together they were able to pull me out of it. When they did, Valik found a (non-physical) amulet called “The Amulet of the Crystal Sun”.

The reason, as was explained to Gab, that Ox didn’t come right away and was just sitting there drinking his milk was because…Vaneeshstal, the entity that possessed Francis Pierre in 1945, had possessed his body. Malakesh, Malachi, and Maladon had him bound up and were holding him. When Vaneeshstal finds a host, he takes his true form and is capable of speaking English. Malakesh used a binding curse to keep him under control. In order to restore energy to me and my body, Gab had to take it from Vaneeshstal. She was giggling and laughing because the whole time he was out, he was trying to play with her mind and it doesn’t work on Gab. At all. Plus, he was speaking in Demonic and she can’t understand Demonic; he can’t speak English, either, because Ox wasn’t his full host. She managed to get a lot of energy from him and he kept wanting me out, but she had to get the translation from Balthazaar that said “girl asleep/unconscious” ’cause kept saying “ethra, ethra” (“girl, girl”). Halfway through all of this miscommunication, he was able to unbind the spell Kesh had put on him and grabbed Gab’s throat to hurt her (epic fail). She called for Kesh, Kesh rebound him and they threw him into a padded room in Ox’s mind.

I got enough energy that later on I was able to stay awake for a little while, but he had Balthazaar take over and put me in bed. Everything was explained to me shortly before going to bed as well as what happened: Vaneeshstal had found the amulet, was planning to use it as a horcrux, saw an opening, put it in me, possessed Ox thinking I’d hand over the amulet, and I’m not sure what his plan was after that. Whatever it was, it didn’t work.

So, here we are: I’m doing a lot better (even though I didn’t get sleep for crap last night and I’m STILL tired), Ox is going to play host to Vaneeshstal so he won’t find a weak-minded host and slaughter people, and Valik has the amulet.

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Because I was so busy the last few days, I’m having to play catch-up. We’ll take it day-by-day, okay?

Shortly after going to bed (after I posted the blog, even) 2 messages came to my mind. One was in symbols, the other – surprisingly – in words. Silly words you may think, but words nevertheless. They weren’t English so I had to have Ox translate them (again) that afternoon. He took a look at both messages and what was strange was that the message in symbols I received were mixed languages of Demonic, Draconic, and Elvish. Didn’t I tell you it was rare to mix Draconic and Demonic? We figured more than us must be getting these messages because they’re in all 3 languages. Some entities, like Angelics, only speak Elvish, Demons and dark entities only speak Demonic, and I’m not entirely sure who speaks Draconic but I’m sure someone does otherwise the language wouldn’t still be used…in the supernatural realm, of course.

Here’s a picture of the message I got – the lower symbols are from Kesh/Ox translating the Draconic and Elvish symbols to Demonic.

As you can see, the symbols look a little different – but not much. As I said in an earlier post, sometimes it’s hard to decipher which language is which. Good thing I have Kesh. I thought I was writing it all in Demonic when I was writing it down. Lol!

The symbols translated to English say “Prime of man/dawn of time and space/moving planets/value of life/shining god” and it doesn’t make sense. The words I got help it out greatly:

Traeilkumar furtaneil gereglison thiablormov diasentiel preKeshilve brimaonark contisiabro”

Translated to English, it says:

“There are none/in future/going in/the past/different time/pre-Kesh war/by moving/constellations”

Sounds dumb, too, doesn’t it?  The reason Kesh is struck out is because it didn’t make sense. Pre-Kesh would mean “before the creation of Malakesh” which makes no sense because there was nothing before Malakesh. All of the Original 18 (Angelics & Demonics) were created at the dawn of time – at the very beginning. The word “Kesh” has a different meaning, the reason he was named Malakesh: he is the Demon of War. So, it makes more sense of it to mean “pre-war”.

Several weeks ago, Ox and I were reading fortunes because I had questions. The future didn’t seem to make sense to him and as I was reading it, I started to feel light of weight. Not really passed out, but…different. It seems Gab and I can “fuse” together to create an entity named Oricalcos or “The Oracle” because of our pure lights and “Seer” capabilities. The Oracle was able to read the fortune and show him a brighter outlook on his fortune.

While Kesh was able to put the two messages together Monday afternoon to piece together a confusing prophecy that had been incomplete for nearly 3,000 years, the Oracle was able to make sense of the prophecy and finish it – something, according to Kesh, many have attempted to do and failed at.

The prophecy (when mixing the two messages together and with the Oracle’s verses) reads as follows:

“There are none/in future/prime of man/[value of life]//going in/the past/dawn of time and space/moving planets/different time/pre-war//value of life/by moving constellations/[the]Shining God/heart above sight/knowledge below wisdom/visions of present/war & revolution/Rebirth or Despair”

Don’t freak. The reason there is [value of life] read like that is because the Oracle explained that the “value of life” line can be in two different places; it’s a key factor in the prophecy. “There are none in future/prime of man [value of life]” is describing the current situation. “There are none in future” meaning there are none now or in the future who will appreciate the “value of life”. Prime of man could refer to the beginning of man OR, as she prefers to see it, the innocence of children and understanding. Understanding and Innocence are the “prime of man” because before people are “men” or “women”, they’re children full of innocence and understand that life has more value than anything else.

“Going in the past/dawn of time and space/moving planets/different time/pre-war” is very simple: going back in time to the “dawn of time and space” will  move the planets. Take one of those objects, for instance, that has a bunch of rotating planets. If you go back in time, you’re moving the planets backwards to “a different time”. The prophecy says “pre-war” but which war we’re uncertain. There were hundreds of wars and hardly any of them were insignificant.

“Value of life/by moving constellations” means that going back in time will return someone (or a lot of people) to the time when man understood the value of life. “[The] Shining God” is obvious: the Creator. The Oracle explained that man will receive a message that will “take them back in time” to the day when men understood the value of life – she suspects through dreams, visions, or something. This “message” will be granted by the Creator who is, in a way, “interfering” because things have gotten out of hand.

Now let’s take a look at the rest of the prophecy that the Oracle has added on. “heart above sight/knowledge below wisdom/visions of present/war & revolution/” Again, don’t freak out. “Heart above sight” meaning that although the pure only see hatred, deep down they still hope; “Knowledge below wisdom” represents wisdom is greater and more important than knowledge in this particular case; “visions of present” is saying that people will receive visions of the present – the hatred, the fighting, the senseless actions of man; “war & revolution” means that a war will come – a revolt against tyranny and the way people take life so casually (what kind of war is unclear).

“Rebirth or Despair”. Take a long look at that part. Rebirth. Or. Despair. Rebirth – when everything dies away and is reborn, given a second chance. Despair – doomed without hope, death, the eventual end. That message is the one that rings the loudest and most clear and frightens people more than anything. Rebirth or Despair. D’you know what it’s saying? “Change your ways or die” and considering the prophecy, it makes perfect sense: people all over the world will “go back in time” and see for themselves how man once lived, once valued life and a second vision will appear to them as “visions of the present” and what it’s like now. The concept is simple: from these “messages”, man will have a chance to redeem themselves and revolt against the life they’re living now and from the ashes they can either “be reborn” OR… if they do not change their ways despite the warnings, man will perish.

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Shortly after translating the full prophecy from the night before, Ox got on the computer and I tried to relax. Too bad, so sad because I ended up with a third message. Once again, this message was in words. That made a total of 5 messages that Ox and I received in less than 16 hours! Do you have any idea what it feels like to be an answering machine?! WE DO!! Erhem. He waited for a while before translating the message.

“In what/pre world/send no one/for it will/all fall from/world of end/touch on/dark skies/end to end over/form from ones/banishment/meant for one/creator/unresolved/hanged by own”

What the hell that means, I don’t know, and neither does Kesh. Honestly, it makes no sense except for the last part. “Form from ones banishment meant for one Creator unresolved”…

About 3 – 4 months ago, Daddy Von Hessial created an entity. A very. Dangerous. Entity. Demonics aren’t evil, contrary to popular belief, they just corrupt and spread chaos. They’re more like tricksters who thrive on the fear, pain, and bad feelings of others. This entity…was beyond that. Vaneeshstal had nothing on this creature. Kesh and I had a long discussion and he was doing whatever he could to figure out ways to destroy it, but it kept growing and becoming more powerful. Finally, he had me to send a “prayer” to the Creator; “The innocent wishes of those with pure hearts always travel faster to the Creator,” he told me. So I asked the Creator to destroy it. We were granted a key and when the full moon came, we were able to lock this entity away. The entity could have rivaled the Creator if it was left unchecked.

It was in fact “banished” and could have been “unresolved” because it was “for one – Creator”. This message unnerves me because of “touch on dark skies” (as I mentioned earlier, the sky was breathing one night) and it seems to mention the entity that we sealed away. What it means, I’m still confused by, but I’m afraid someone might try to bring it back.

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That night, around 5 or 6, I got a fourth message and Ox said he would have to translate it when he got back from the Eclipse premier (ew! on my part) because it was in Elvish. Once again, I thought it was Demonic. They look very similar. He said that while he can translate Draconic and Demonic rather quickly, Elvish (even translating it to words instead of symbols) takes him hours. After I laid Alex down to bed, I tried my hand at translating it on my own. I got it translated in less than 30 minutes because apparently while my Fog keeps Balthazaar from being able to translate anything to English, it doesn’t affect Gab’s ability to translate Elvish symbols to words or to English.

Here’s an image of the Elvish symbols I received:

“Bring to light/those who pass judgment/winds of change [are]/bound by duty [and]/clouded by ?/Bright is the sun/[that is] cast upon glory/[the] shame of the guides/[are] those who chose ?/Keys to the door [revealed]/Granted shal be the wish of the pure/gather forth allies/[as] war brews, blood spills/[yet] Earth’s battle cannot win”

The bottom symbol is by itself for a reason. It is a symbol. According to Gab, there was a group of angelics (not the Original 9 or their apprentices or the Dos Domientes) in 1452 who gathered together to “fight evil” by doing things like inhabiting priests for exorcisms or people who tried to bring a stop to war by sacrificing their own lives. This was their symbol and it translates to “preikasonaire“: “By the powers of light for all”. I’ll edit in the ? words once I talk to Kesh/Ox here in a minute.

I got the whole story from Malakesh yesterday.

During WW2 in 1945, there was a French priest named Francis Pierre Arndelilo. He was a popular priest and was in line to become a descendant for the Pope. An unknown entity (wasn’t a demon, but it was powerful and it was far more sadistic and masochistic than the original 9) named Vaneeshstaln was created and took on a human host: the priest. The possession went on for four months and the priest gradually became insane and demented. He wrote symbols (later identified as Demonic or Draconic) all over the walls, his sermons repeated a phrase over and over, and the man eventually began speaking in “tongues”–which would be a mixed language of Demonic and Draconic, an extremely rare case for the two to be mixed and make sense.

The day Francis Pierre died, he slaughtered church boys, the staff, everyone he could. One of the church boys was inhabited by Destromada (the Harbinger of Destruction). The only two people he did not kill was a drunk (Balthazaar’s host) and a military man (Kesh’s host). Using the blood of his victims, he wrote a message in his book (I’m pretty sure it was a bible) in the mixed languages of Demonic and Draconic–again, something rarely done because it’s hard for it to make sense.

“Destruction to those who wait. Thy own doing will be thy own fate. The earth shall be wrought with sin. Death will be the fate of all upon swift wings. Eternal suffering will begin.”

Now, there was another verse that Kesh and Balthazaar refused to tell me. I begged Kesh to tell me what it was about, but he said it was too disturbing for any human to hear. The description he gave me, though, was that the verse described in detail what the entity planned on doing. Basically, gruesome stuff you’d read in the most vulgar, disturbing horror books written by a madman–worse than Edgar Allen Poe or Stephen King. They do it in taste. This message had no taste, it’s just going into full detail about what he’ll do to his victims.

After he wrote the message, Francis Pierre committed suicide. Not just put a gun to his head or anything. He sliced his own head off. After death, the entity went in search of a new host. Balthazaar and Kesh sealed the entity into a portrait that was in the synagogue. They burned it, but apparently at the last instant before its death, the entity escaped into a new item and lived. Think of it like a Horcrux: an object containing a piece of a soul until it fully regenerates.

I asked Kesh how it could do that if it was sealed up and if we could put barriers around every object around and he explained it to me that the entity, in that last instant, is pure energy. 100% raw energy that is difficult to contain. He also said that they’ve tried killing this entity several times and that each time, it would escape somewhere else.

There won’t be a record on this incident. Kesh says that the whole thing was so unbelievable and horrifying that people burned everything relating to it: notes, books (they even burned the bible he’d written in), everything. It was stricken from the historical records. Kesh put it to me like this: “Do you honestly think the Vatican would allow something like that to get out? That a priest slaughtered everyone in a church?” I agreed. That wouldn’t be good for the Vatican–for anyone.

However, for references, Kesh kept a copy of the book he’d written in. They didn’t expect it to happen again, but it did. It keeps on happening. The thing can’t die. It paid me a visit last night and tried to possess me. I was scared to death, almost literally; this thing is really evil and I don’t say that about anything. Thankfully, Dantre was allowed to come out and fought the thing. He says it won’t be back any time soon, but by the time it was all done I was in tears.

If the thing gets a human body, I’m screwed. Especially if Ox is at work and I’m home alone with the kids and some stranger comes to the house while he’s gone and tries to kill us. Things like that always happen.. I just don’t ever want to see the eyes that I saw in that mental image of the priest here in present-day real life. It’s too scary and I don’t know if I’ll be able to shake off the fear fast enough to be able to do anything to stop it. Like last night. I froze. I couldn’t think of anything except ‘don’t show fear’ and I think that made matters worse for me anyway. Never stand up to something you can’t take on. Know your limits. That’s a lesson learned.